The Habits of My heart

Chapter 11

Reggie tapped the top of the bar impatiently while lighting a cigar with his free hand . The bar maid scurried around with empty glasses trying to get everyone's fill but made sure to give Reggie his drink first . " Thanks," he muttered before taking a fast gulp of his beer . Reggie was more of a cocktail drinker unless he was feeling slummy like right now .

He winced as the sweat from the cold glass ran over his cut knuckles, and began covering them with a napkin . No one knew how to get under his skin like his brother that's for damn sure . Though weaponizing his dead wife was a low blow and exposing his attraction to Monica was somewhat worse . " You look lonely ." A voice spoke up from behind him .

Reggie turned around feeling as the voice was familiar . Diana Dors stood looking ravishing as usual . She smiled while pointing at the empty stool beside him , " Mind if I sit?"

" Nah, you know you're always welcome to hang with me love ." Reggie gave her a small smile and pulled the stool out for her . Thanking him , she ordered herself a Metropolitan. They sat in silence just smoking their cigarettes & cigars while exchanging looks from time to time . Just enjoying each others silence together rather than spending the night alone .

" Before I invite you over for one of my special parties I wanted to look into the girl I've seen you galavanting about with . Monica I believe her name is?" Diana pursed her lips around her cig waiting for an answer . Reggie seemed bugged by the question so she took a long drag then blowing the smoke into his face .

" Monica is a friend ." Reggie waved the smoke from his face . " Frances and her were friends before her and I though."

" Do friends usually sleep together to help one overcome heartache or am I searching in the wrong place?" Diana chuckled .

Reggie frowned while tossing empty peanut shells back into its bowl . He usually was up for bantering back and forth with Diana but she couldn't have chose a worse day . After his fight with Ron he avoided work most of the day until tonight . Felt like drinking was the only way to rid the day entirely . " She's actually fucking my brother," he said .

" Ron plows that delicate little thing ? My goodness, you know they always say it's usually the innocent looking ones that are the most kinkiest but still...wow ." Diana genuinely looked surprised.

" This conversation is now over ." Reggie stood up quickly tossing his payment and tip on the bar before running out . Why was Diana speaking about Monica fucking Ron agitating him this much ? I mean they were going steady together whether they wanted to label it or not & Reggie always wanted a good match for his twin. But Monica, why did it have to be her ? Why couldn't she have chose a more kinder and gentler man ?Someone who was the proper gentleman with a legal job like a lawyer or doctor ?

Fishing for his keys in his coat pocket , Reggie noticed a cop across the street staring at him . Between it being dark outside and the street lamp causing his cap to shadow his face , Reggie wasn't able to put a name or face to who it was . His pulse quickened as he felt a hunch something bad was going to happen . " Fuck off ," Reggie yelled before hopping in his car and driving off .

Without paying mind to where his destination even was he soon found himself sitting in the driveway of his brothers apartment . He knew it was time to confess and mend certain things with Ron and felt now was better than in the morning with another bad hangover . " Well it's now or never ," Reggie spoke to himself while combing his fallen hair back in the rear view mirror . After feeling he looked and felt more suitable he got out and made way into the complex .

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I was fisting my hands into his hair while riding out my orgasm while Ron's face was between my thighs . He looked up at me with a goofy smile an kissed up my stomach and to my chest . " That was amazing," I gasped between deep breaths.

" I think the whole building heard how amazing it was . They should feel lucky to have shared such an amazing yet little experience of the good things I offer ." Ron winked .

We laughed together and played around with one another . I grabbed his glasses off his face and wore them . Giving off funny yet sexy poses while he clapped and told me how he never thought his glasses could look so luxurious. Our laughs ceased when I took more notice of his features without glasses . The resemblance of Reggie showing more than usual .

Reggie's face flashed through my mind and before I could even realize what was happening I felt the familiar throb in my lower region . The kind that I've only really felt when with Ronnie . Guilt crept in but was no match for the sudden arousal that took over .

Without giving more thought I lunged forward kissing Ron roughly all while imagining it was Reggie. Ron moaned between the kisses and dipped his hand under my silk nightgown rubbing over my folds gently as if asking for entrance . But it was Ron and he suddenly pushed through without hesitation, pumping his two fingers into my wet entrance immediately.

Still thinking of Reggie , an unfamiliar feeling washed over me once again . The feeling to be in control . I pushed Ron down greedily while hiking up my gown and situating myself over his hard member . Confused but still turned on, Ron pulled his pulsating member from the slit of his boxer briefs and moved my hips downwards onto it . Mounting him, I bucked my hips forward to the sensual feeling of this new position .

The fantasy of Reggie slipped from my mind as Ron made hard , but yet sultry eye contact as I rode him . We kept staring at each other with him occasionally grunting and giving me praise for how good I was making him feel . He gripped my hips roughly before sitting up further pressing his back against the headboard . His head tilted back and let out a " oh fuck." I knew then he was close to his climax so I rode harder than before and felt myself almost go numb as I soaked him with my juices .

He gave my ass a hard smack before he crashed hard . He filled me with his warm seed pushing further Into me . Once he gained normalcy he kissed my forehead .

A sound of knocking broke us from embracing each other as Ron jumped up quickly to look through the peephole . " Bloody hell . Who would come her this late at night ?" Sighing and taking a long pause, he opened the door to show Reggie standing awkwardly.

" Hey Ron ."

" Hey Reg."

They both stood in front of one another while looking solemnly . Not knowing what to say Reggie took a step in and stopped once he saw me wrapped in sheets sitting on the edge of the bed . Ron's apartment was more of a condo which made his bedroom where normally a living room would be. Making it the first thing you see when you come inside .

" I see you have company but I just wanted to stop by to apologize and have a serious talk with you ." Reggie's face looked flushed and he was talking to Ron but his gaze was still on me .

" Considering the act of today whatever you want to say you can say in front of Monica as well ." Ron joined me on the edge of the bed . He grabbed his glasses from the mattress and placed them on his face, scowling up at his brother like a father would a son when about to give them a lecture .

Reggie straightened his posture and removed his gaze to meet his brothers . " Apologies and such will have to wait because I have a feeling it's time ." Ron grabbed my hand to squeeze it hard . The look on his face showed he understood, but I was left confused . Ron nodded his head standing up to hug his brother and patting his back roughly .

Exchanging whispers and then heartfelt goodbyes , Reggie left and Ron turned to face me with a sad but also determined look. " Ronnie, what's going on ?"

" The coppers have been on Reggie for quite sometime digging up dirt . Seems they actually found something because they've taken to pursuit him even in the late of night . He confessed he will be turning himself in tomorrow . I'll be running Esmeralda until we make his bail or he's out on parole ."

My stomach dropped and I started to tear up . The thought of losing Ron didn't cross my mind until just now . Reggie is more practical when it comes to their work . If he could be targeted and have dirt brought up on him then there is no telling how quickly they could put Ron away as well . Losing Reggie would hurt just as much .