short skirts, bikini, boys, new school

Is this it for us?

chapter 8

I went up the fire escape to get to the top of the cinema. He wouldn't think of looking for me up here. My legs hung over the side of the roof, I kept thinking of what had just happened. Tears were poring down my face, my face soon became soaking wet. The sun was beaming down on me as I just sat their as white a sheep, I saw Harry's curly hair over the top of the side of the cinema wall.

I leaped up and backed away from him he was the last person I wanted to see, and her for that matter. How did he find me up here? Oh yeah he followed me out the cinema so he must had spotted me in the distance, as I got higher up the cinema. I had so many question for him to answer, but I didn't want to speak to him, if he spoke he would get out of this like he always does with his parents.

He slowly walked over to me apologizing to me with every step he takes towards me. I was cornered, I couldn't go any further back without falling of and crashing down on the floor like a pancake. We were nose to nose with each other when he did his normal thing and brushed my hair behind my ear, I saw him at the party do this to other girls, I guess this is his way of flirting.

"I'm really sorry, I didn't know if I did I I" he said trying to make me feel better

"if you did you would not have taken me here, you would have covered it up!" I replied cutting of his sentence so he couldn't get out of this.

"you know I would never want to hurt you you mean everything to me I cant live with out you!"

"Yeah well you have a funny way of showing it! How can you forget about sleeping with someone or waking up in HER bed".

I didn't forget that I woke up in HER bed and having sex with HER I just didn't think about the consequences, I didn't think she would keep it."

I pushed him back so I could walk back from the edge, "sorry to wake you up but she's pregnant with YOUR baby, so why are you here chasing after me? You are such a cock some times". I shouted at him as more tears ran down my face. He didn't know what to say so it went all silent. I walk over to the fire escape where I had come up, when he grabbed my hand and said "I love you, you know that". I shack my head and pull my hand out of his grasped hands. I start climbing down with one foot safely on the brick and the other on leaning on the gutter sudden snap came from the gutter and my grip on my fingers became looser and looser and I slip unexpectedly.

He went to grab my arm, but I fell to fast I looked up before banging my head, arm and leg on the wall. That's all I could remember. I slowly opened my eyes before resting my hand on my bandaged around my head. I looked around everything was all fuzzy and unclear. A voice I recognized came from my left, a voice I didn't want to hear not now, not then, not ever. After a while my eyes came back to me. My Sister was holding my hand which had a plaster cast on, and on my same side I had another cast on my leg. I whispered to Carmen "where is dad?"

"I don't know sorry, I called him but he said he can't make it" she replied.

"more like he doesn't care about me, he's ashamed of me," I said trying to hold back my tears.

"you know that that's not true" she said with a sort of uncertainty in her tone.

"oh yeah then why ain't he here then?"

It suddenly turned silent with no one saying anything, until she came in shouting "HOW IS SHE?"

I turned to face Harry, and he just smiled at me. "I AM STILL ALIVE, I'M SAT RIGHT HERE". I yelled back not moving. we started to have a staring contest between each other. "everything looks good miss howel, you have broken your arm and leg and have bruised head, if everything goes well today and you eat your food you, should be okay to go home by lunch time". "excuse me what time is lunch? cause it's 11:55am."

"lunch is at 12 so that means in 5 minutes you may go, I'm discharging you."

I didn't say anything I just gave him a dirty look, the on you gave a teacher who just told you off. Not only had he broke the silence he had interrupted our staring contest.

Carmen called a taxi and helped me of the bed, seeing as dad wasn't here to do that. She pushed the chair to outside the hospital, before getting in the taxi I turned to face Harry "go and have your baby with Elspeth that baby deserves you and Elspeth isn't going to give up". I carried on getting in the taxi as we slowly started to move out of the hospital tears ran down my face as my head leaned on Carmen shoulder.

We got back home quicker than I thought and wanted to, I wiped the tears of my face ready to face him. I opened the door and stood on one leg waiting for Carmen to get out to hep me hop over to the front door. We looked at each other took a massive breath before opening the door. We looked around but their was no sign of him.

"He's gone out" Carmen said with a sigh of relief.

"hiya"said a young voice from the lounge we looked at each other and turned our heads to look at him.

"Liam where's dad?" I said in total shock

"he's gone out with a big Bbbbbag" Liam replied shocking us both. Carmen wondered into the kitchen picked a piece of paper up and came back she handed me the note to read

Girls I'm sorry I left Liam on his own but you girl's need someone who's better than me to look after you guys. Carmen: I know you have uni but while your their Taylor can look after Liam and then when your back you can do it. Taylor: try to lay off the sex and drugs and drink but if you do get involved do cocaine it's the best you'll love it. I'm sorry I didn't come to the hospital but I was packing my bag but you know my heart will always be their.

with love

dad

xxxxxxx

p.s. theirs some money in the case under my bed and under. in the bath in the bathroom.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------a/n

sorry for the long wait but I haven't been well last weekend and last week.

I tried to make this one longer for you I think it is a bit but I'm thinking of coming to a end with this book so only a few more chapters.

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