RazorFangedWerewolf im so done with everything rn
Me: *explaining something i find funny*
Them: how nice
Me: yeah ikr!
Do i talk to much am i annoying should i stop?
My family: you look skinny
Me: why am i so fat everyone got perfect bodies but me :(
Me trying to fix something bad:
Am i failure
Why did i say that
Should i say sorry but im not a sorry type person
I should say sorry
I cant
I can
I need to apologize if i hurt them
no they wont its okay me
Its shitty
I shoukd say sorry
No no
Me: *randomly starts crying*
My brain: why am SO FAT :((
Me: *eats like a BIT of a meal*
Me: im full
Hours later
Me: oh fuck- *sleeps while im starving*
My teacher: dont starve urself its bad
Me: *does it anyways*
Me: IM NOT FAT ANYMORE
Me having to starve myself multiple times for it
Me trying to find something that suits me:
My body: lol no
*makes me look fat*
Me: no-
Me: *watching my family eat but im also hungry*
My body: *dying*
My brain: its okay we need to be skinny :)
Me: ok *proceeds to starve for two hours*
Me: *questioning myself*
The questions:
Why am i so dumb
Why do i talk to much
Do people like me
Am i even worth of my own relationship
Am i blinded by love again
Why am i so fat
I look too ugly for the public
I don't deserve anything I get
Me two milliseconds later:
:D
Me: *gives me chair away to a person even though my legs hurt*
Them: oh no its fine
Me: take it! Its fine
*My legs standing for an hour*
Me: i want a diet-
A normal diet
Me: no
Having to starve diet
Me: omg perfect
Me: me being respectful and trying to be nice
Me wondering if im just annoying them
Me: WHY AM I CRYING SO MUCH HUUUH
my heart: BITCH YOUVE BEEN HOLDING THIS SHIT FOR FUCKING YEARS-
Me: *really wants attention*
Everyone: *disappears*
Me: *suffers from being lonely again*
Me: saying weird things i experienced
*randomly stops and changes subject*
Them: oh you can continue to what u were saying earlier
Me: OH! It doesnt really matter its actually nothing LOL
*me being to afraid to say it but wants to let it out*
Me: Be calm Be calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calmBe calm
My eyes: no
*burst out crying*
Me trying to entertain myself with videos
My brain: hiiiiii we're backkkk :)))
*gets a memory i dont wanna see ever again*
Im so done rn bye
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