Felix x reader one shots (smut)

Stupid dear

Two hands grabbed onto my cape and smashed me into a tree. I let out a groan of pain as I saw who had grabbed me. "How dare you do her like that?!" Pan said angrily as he held me up against the tree. "What did I do?" not knowing what he was talking about. He adjusted his grip pushing me tighter against the tree. "Really! No bells ringing of what you possibly could have done?" Tears started to form in my eyes of fear, he had never been like this towards me before. I tried to remember, but I haven't seen her since I kissed her. Oh fuck. "Please it wasn't my fault! It was a dear!" He looked relieved. "Oh but than it's fine". He said as he let go of me. " really?" "NO YOU IDIOT! You can't just kiss her like that! So romantic and perfect! And than tell her that it was a dear! YOUR GETTING HER HOPES UP FOR NOTHING!!!" He yelled in my face as he pushed me against the tree again. "I-I-I didn't know she would feel it like that, I'm sorry". I tried to say as he let go. And I fell to the ground trying to catch my breath. "She's been crying for 2 days Felix! SORRY doesn't help! She hasn't been drinking or eating FOR TWO DAYS!!!" He was so disappointed in me, it hurt so much. "Please don't do this to me Pan. You know I can't go. You guys are all I have". I tried to beg him, but he showed no mercy. "You know what! I 'really' couldn't care less! But if you really want to stay. You're gonna have to take that up with my sister! I am not risking losing her again because you did some stupid dare!" He walked away not looking back, I felt so embarrassed. But most of all, I felt disappointed, in myself. And I knew that I would do whatever to set things right again.

I knocked on Y/N's door, but she didn't open. "Hey Y/N? Are you there?" I tried to open the door but it was looked. "Please, I'm desperate!" I placed my forehead on the door, realizing that it was gonna be harder than I thought. "Desperate for what?" She asked through the door. I was about to say something I was never expecting myself to ever say. "I'm desperate for your forgiveness". It felt so weird, but I really was desperate. "Please I'll do anything, I never meant to hurt you like that. Your always so chill, I didn't think it would be such a big deal for you. I should have just asked you first". It got really quiet, for a long time. I gave out a sight, she wasn't going to come out. "Hey just. . . I'm sorry okay. Please don't let Peter throw me of the island, I'll do anything to make it up to you". I was going to walk away when I added. "Just take your time okay. Oh and please eat something, I don't want you to get sick or anything".

Y/N POV

Felix came to my door, almost begging me for forgiveness. It was so stupid but so sweet at the same time, gosh he's such a idiot. The sound of his footsteps faded away as the door next to mine closed. I put on my shoes and went to the beach.

I sat down on the little grass field before the sand began. The sun had already started forming colors in the sky, and I sat there thinking about what Felix said. Did he really mean it? I'll do anything? I'm desperate for your forgiveness? I got so lost in my thoughts that I didn't realize the energy of the boy watching me, falling into a deep realization.

FELIX POV

I was watching Y/N, wondering if I should walk over to her. She was so lost in her own thoughts, probably not realizing the beautiful colors of the sky reflecting in the water of the ocean. Oh. Okay Felix! You can do this! It's just a girl! A really chill princess/queen of Camelot, the twin sister of your best friend and leader, oh gosh if she just didn't hate me I would kiss her so hard every night until she couldn't breathe what's wrong with me?!?!?!

Maybe it's the way her hair blow in the wind, or how it swings to the sides when she moves. Or how her deep green eyes light gold when she does magic. Maybe it's the sympathy in her heart, or the way she looks at the world. Or how she suddenly switch to a different language when she's stressed or angry.

Maybe it was how she kissed me back, wrapping her arms around my neck as I leaned her back. I don't know what it was, but there was something there I hadn't noticed before, like I just now realize what she really meant to me. Oh how much I wanted to tangle my hand in her hair again, tasting the lemon lipstick on her lips. Oh what I would do to hold her hand in mine, talking about our dreams and deep secrets.

I gave out a sight and looked back at the sky. I shouldn't be thinking like that, I can't handle living on this island if I can't have her. And if I even kissed her again pan would throw me of the island no question. I walked away as I suddenly stepped on a stick. It broke and snapped Y/N out of her thoughts. "I know your there!" She sounded in my head. Oh shit, might as well show myself.

I stepped out of the forest, not looking in her direction. "What are you doing?" She asked as I walked a little closer. "Well, I. I-ehm." I spoke nervously. "Well I was actually going to pack up my stuff, you know". She suddenly looked really sad. "What do you mean pack?" I sat down next to her, with a exceptional space in between. "Well if I'm leaving neverland. I might as well take my stuff with me". I looked down in the sand, as quiet took over the beach.

A hand lifted my head up, stroking my cheek lightly. "Please don't leave because of me". I took her hand in mine and gave it a little kiss. "I'm not leaving because of you". I gave her a little smile, she returned it more beautiful than I had ever seen. I had never paid attention to how beautiful her lips was, with the new lipstick she had bought. "The lipstick really is your color". I suddenly said without thinking, I wouldn't have if I was. "I thought it made me 'fake' and 'girly'?!" She repeated from what I said about it when she first showed Pan all that she had bought on her trip.

I laughed a little. "Well I didn't see it up close then". I got lost in her eyes, feeling my heart sinking to my feet.

She suddenly pulled her hand back, making me look away. Again ashamed of myself. "I should start packing". I said about to stand up. I really didn't want to leave, but if that was what I had to do to make things right I would. I fell back into the grass as Y/N made me fall. "NO!" I laid in shock as she pulled my hands making me sit back up. "I ehm . . . Please stay a little longer. You can't leave me alone in the forest at night!" I gave in a big smile as I shocked my head. "As you wish princess!" I said as I watched the last colors disappear under the ocean.

I turned my head to see Y/N shivering a little. "Are you okay?" I asked touching her hand. "Oh darling your freezing!" I took of my cape and wrapped it around her. She moved closer to me, laying her head on my shoulder. I carefully wrapped my arms around her, holding her close to my chest. She gave out a sound of relief, as I leaned my head on hers.

Her hair smelled like the bathroom after her long showers, with fog on the mirror. "Are you smelling my hair?" I turned red, my eyes went wide up. "Your hair smells really nice okay". I said embarrassed. Like I was busted stealing cookies. Y/N turned to look at me. Placing her hands on my shoulders, her leg between mine.

I found myself staring at her lips, imagining kissing her once again. "What are you thinking about?" She whispered into my ear, sending shivers down my spine. "Well I. . ." I went completely mute, carefully pulling her closer by her waist, tilting my head.

"Sis? What are you doing here?" Pan said walking out of the forest. "Ehm well, we were just talking actually". She said firmly. "Talking?" Pan repeated, "on his lap?" I turned red thinking I got her in trouble. "fine! We had a little fight". Peter walked closer, observing the scene. "And why is he holding your waist down over his. . ." Oh shit, I had to say something. "Oooookay, well it was my pleasure to lose to you. . . Again!" She gave me a cute smirk. I obviously understood the assignment. "But I really have to pack now". She got of my lap, giving me a hand. "Thanks". I said as neither of us let go of the others hand. I once again felt my heart sink to my feet. "Good! Now you let go of her hand and we walk back to our hut!" Peter interrupted the perfect moment. "Oh right". I said as I let go of her hand. "Oh I should probably ehm". She started taking of the cape. "No worries, you're gonna need it more than me". She looked up at me. "But you always wear the cape".