Stay with me

.12.

Naruto was supportive, understanding with me.
I always knew he wouldn't be mad at me no matter what.

That's one of the things I liked about him.

Sitting in front of the television as the lady says that Danzo died was shocking .

But the relief I felt from it, I never felt so free. It felt like my chains were cut, all the nightmares, all the stupid memories.

Just gone.

It hit me, it me that I was happy that he died, people usually feel sad aren't they? Then why am I feeling happy?

Does that make me a bad person?

But Naruto encouraged me that I wasn't a bad person for it. He was holding my hand strong while explaining that it's normal to feel like this.

And I was glad that he was with me.

"It's late, let's just go to sleep, yeah?" He says standing up from the floor.

I get up too, he holds my wrist now much more gently leading me upstairs.
I follow him silently in our room, Naruto was quiet.

"Do you want me to run a bath for you?" He turns around as he opens the door and let's me inside first.

A bath would be good.

I nod, I follow Naruto like a little duck after his mother.
I smile at that thought.

"Do you like bath bombs?" He asks, I frown.
Does he wanna blow me up?

"What is a bath bomb?" I ask,I sit down to the side of the bathtub.

He smiles, he opens a cabinet and gets out a little purple ball wrapped around in a plastic bag.

"It makes dry skin smooth, and it also smells good, oh and! The water will be pretty purple." He explains with a smile.

I look up at him, in his blue eyes. They looked so warm.
Like the ocean.

I always wanted to see the ocean, Naruto eyes looked like the water. I wanted to swim in it, enjoy it.

"Babe?" He cups my face as I break out of my thoughts.
I look into his blue eyes again.

"Are you okay?" He kisses my nose, resting his forehead against mine.

I sigh and nod giving a small kiss to his soft lips.

"I am, it's just weird that he is- gone." I murmur, I pull away slowly from Naruto's warm touch.

He nods and starts the water in the bathtub.
He looked at me while I was still sitting, he was worried I could see it.

"I am fine Naruto, don't worry." I say, getting up.

An idea comes to my mind, it was embarrassing but- if I never get out of my comfort zone now I will probably never will.

He smiles a little checking the water temperature. He puts his hand in.

"Well I think it should be good, stop the water when you think it's good." He gets his hand out and goes to the door.

"I will be outs-" I cut him off by pulling his hands.

"Join me?" I ask with a hopeful expression.

Naruto frowns then his face flushes.

"Are you sure?" He squeezes my hand, I was sure.

It was nothing sexual it was just cuddling.
Naked-

"I am sure." I smile giving him a kiss.

Naruto gets his shirt off quickly, he was back to his normal.
I was glad, I hate it when he is worried for me.