Letters to Chase

Letter 10

Dear Chase,

I'm so sorry that it came to this. I'm sorry that I let myself turn out the way I did. I'm sorry that i'm me.

I can promise you that I tried to hard to find a way to breathe without the need for you but it was all just too hard to face. I've come to a realization that the thing that kept me going was you, no one else you and only you. You were the one who made me sane and helped me fight my greatest enemy, myself.

Everybody will die at some point and I think I just want to quicken the entire process. The world took the wrong person, it should have been me.

i'll see you soon

Anna xxx