That's Just Life

Figuring Out Where She Was

She knew where she was, she just needed to see it to believe it properly.. Even when she did see it she would think it was all a dream, she walked outside of the parking lot and there the building in front her, she looked at the sign and said it in her head, "The Institute Of Health And Wellbeing - Pyshcologists And Doctors Willing To Help "

She read the sign over and over, she didn't know if she could handle talking to someone, she felt lightheaded but tried to breathe slowly and deeply and just relax and open her eyes, and she had to at least get past the drive ways and if she did past out she would at least be off the road. She took a deep breath and crossed the road, she made it, she would be ok now, she thought.
She walked inside the building and it was warm and cozy and comforting place to be in. She felt safe in here. She was walking to the desk and every time someone passed her or looked at her or she passed someone and looked at someone they all smiled, making her feel safe in this place. She was worrying about nothing.

Once her mum had signed her in they sat down, a little while later a woman came out, she had bright blonde hair, beautiful glowing green eyes, she was wearing a cute nurse outfit, that looked like it was photoshopped because it looked so perfect and neat. Then she said, " Hello Lola, You must be my next patient, my name is Natalie, Or Nat for short, if you have any problems with going into the doctors room or any problems with things I am saying and making you do, so if you feel uncomfortable just say and we will take a break or give you a cup of water, is that ok with you?" Lola was nervous but knew this would help her.. So she agreed, " Ok, that's fine, I ready to go in" she stood up, Natalie stood up with her. Her mum stayed sitting down and grabbed a magazine and started reading it. Lola starting walking towards the doctors office with Natalie, she was very nervous and felt like she was going to be sick, but she just took deep breathes and tried to calm herself down.
When she and Natalie had gotten into the room, they both sat down and straight away Natalie said," So Lola, I am not here to make you uncomfortable at all, so if you feel sick or uncomfortable at any point, just say so as soon as possible because I want you to feel comfortable in here, ok?" Lola took another deep breath and then started talking," Ok thanks Natalie, your making me very comfortable here, your so nice and polite and I know you trying to help me, I will tell you if I feel sick or uncomfortable as soon as possible, thanks again" then Lola smiles at Natalie and Natalie smiles back very kindly.
Then Natalie's face turned from a happy face to a serious face and she started talking about the real stuff, the serious stuff.. About why Lola was there. " Now Lola can you tell me how all of your depression and anxiety started. I'm aware of you brother's passing, but when did it start, how did u start getting depressed it you know what I mean.. Can you answer that or is that to hard?" Lola had closed her eyes, she was trying not to cry, she had to calm down and just try and not to think to much about it, but she had to, to be able to tell Natalie about it. So she took another huge deep breath which Natalie heard and said," Good, good Lola". Lola opened her eyes ready to talk about what had happened, then she started talking about what happened...
" Well it all started when I... When I.... When I figured out that my brother was dead......
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