As Porsche opened the door to Kinns room... His chair was empty which means , he is either in his bedroom or balcony both joined to the office. This is what Porsche didn't want... He didn't want to face Kinn or be left alone with him in either of those places... Where so many of there intimate memories and moments lived.
All his Thoughts were intrupted as he heard Kinn call his name....Porsche took a deep breath... And told himself....All he needed to do was hide every bit of feelings every last bit of emotion which he has been supressing till now.
Porsche walked towards the Balcony... Kinn was leaning onto the railing with a cigarette in his hand... As he felt Porsche's presence Kinn put down his cigarette and turned around, now facing Porsche.
They both stood there Kinn looking at Porsche while Porsche had his head down..
"Porsche" Kinn called again... Like he is asking Porsche to look at him... Porsche does just as he is told.
Kinn walkes towards Porsche leaving just mere inches of space between them... "I have missed you so much". Thats all Kinn says before resting his forehead on Porsche's shoulder... His hands slowly making there way around porsche... As Kinn inhales Porsche's scent and tries to place kisses on his neck... Almost whispering " I m sorry" Porsche moves back "Kinn please" pushing Kinn away... With his trembling hands.
Porsche takes few steps back and tries to run away... Porsche cant breath... He cant hold it any amymore... If he stays here any longer he will break down he will want answers... He will sound desperate...ask questions... And Porsche knows..... he doesn't have the right to ask those questions... Last few weeks have being enough for Porsche to know... Where he stands... Whats his place.
But Kinn doesn't let him go... Holds onto Porsche hugging him from the back... Holding onto him.....Kinns hands again trying desperately to hold onto Porsche ....His forhead against Porsche's back... Kinns desperate apologies..."Hear me out once please Porsche... Everything i did was to keep you safe... I m sorry i m soo sorry... Please.""
