Why do I have to always...

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A/N: Edited. Read while listening to Colour my world or Raindrops/Alone.


Touka POV

"This is so tiring.. Curse those teachers!" I'm too exhausted right now? Why? Even ghouls get exhausted too.. in studying!

"You're not going home yet! You have to review math!" Yoriko's eyebrows met but I'm sure she's just making face.

Home..

"Mental abuse to humans.." I joked. She laughed. But the thing is.. I'm not a human.

"N-nee-chan!" someone yelled so I look where that girl is. It's Hinami! She's catching her breath

What is she doing here?

"It's him." She looked straight at me.

I immediately stood and run out of the building. No need to tell me, I already know by her eyes.

"W-where.. is he?" I asked Roma-san, catching my breath. "H-he's not here. He already went out.."

I went away from the shop. He must be at the bridge!

Damn! There's too many people here. I almost slipped.

I'm panting.

"Kaneki.." I whispered. It's really him. I remembered that back of him when he left me.

He turned around. Seems like he noticed me.

But what should I say? It's been a long time. Should I greet him like my usual self?

I stopped thinking when he talked. I looked at him. "Yoshimura-san told me to come to Anteiku again."

I look away. I know his answer.

"I don't know. It's hard for me to leave everyone but.. it seems like you guys are doing fine without me at all. You're not lonely." He smiled. He smiled?!

I'm not lonely?! We're doing fine?! Hard for him?!

He's a big liar! He thinks he know better than us! He's so self-centered! He's seriously an idiot..

"Dang it!" I cussed. I hate him!

I tried to punch him but he dodged it by his hand.

"Let's stop this, Touka." He said. Touka..

I'm so pissed off, so annoyed, so irritated by him. It's just hatred but why do I feel like crying?

I hate him!

I tried to kick him and he dodge it again. "Don't come to Anteiku again!" I shouted at him.

This time, I was able to punch him on the face. He flew. I sprinted to him.

"Don't come again! You stupid, bastard, liar, self-centered idiot!" I punch and punch him and I cry and cry.

My head hurts. I feel worse. The nest thing I knew, my surroundings became black.

Kaneki POV

She fell on top of me.

She's right. I'm a liar.

I carried her to her apartment. She's sleeping like an innocent baby. That's like it. She's so innocent.

I placed her on her bed. "I'm sorry, Touka-chan.." I apologized even though she's asleep right now.

I feel like crying yet I smiled. This will be the last time I'll see her.

I caressed her face. "Sweet dreams." I said and went away from there.

Touka POV

I woke up when I felt someone placed me on the bed.

"I'm sorry, Touka-chan.." it's Kaneki.

I act as if I'm not awake. I felt his hand touched my cheeks. I want to cry. After this, I'm not sure if I'll meet him again.

"Sweet dreams.." he said.

But.. there's no sweet dream in a nightmare.

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