BULLY LOVER

*Gone*

*ANDREA'S POV*

When i woke up by my phone and i was quiet a little excited to go to school today because i actually thought last night might of changed Jack a little since he actually apologised to me. I quickly get up and hopped into the shower and just sing a little my favourite song by Troye Sivan Happy Little Pill to actually forget all the bad things and just stay positive at least for one day. When i got out of the shower i just did my simply daily morning routine and i put on some mascara and walked to my closet to pick what to wear.I am not actually one of those people who always wanna look fablous and wear provocative things but today i felt a little way too confident in myself and i wanted to wear something nice, no more hoodies and leggings today. I dont know why but i just kinda wanted to impress Jack. I didnt even ate my breakfast because i hurried to the school accepting to see him but i walked over to Sam and he said something that literally break me down. Sam said Jack moved to another school. I asked him why and he said:"Andrea.. im sorry but he left you this note.. just read it and promise me you wont be upset okay?" Sam said handing me the note and i just said "Whatever." and took the note away from Sam walking over to my Math class and sitting in the corner of the backseats. I sat down and everyone seemed to not even noticed me because actually they weren't saying mean stuff anymore. It felt good but then the fact that Jack left school came back and i just decided to read the note:"Andrea. I was a jerk to you and to be honest i enjoyed seeing you suffering. It was like a cure to me and i dont regret it. I wanted you to know that you have to finish that project thing by yourself and that im moving away to other school because i dont wanna be near you. -Jack." I felt tears filling my eyes as i put the note on the desk and the school bell rang and i just left note there and runned out of the class before anyone else and just walked into the ladies toilet locking the door. I was so broken and torn deep down inside and i just didnt know what was i doing. I heard some people yelling from the outside to unlock the door but i just ignored it. I sat down on the toilet seat and cried my eyes out literally screaming like someone was cutting me all over my body so deep and harshly. I heard someone break the doors down and called my name. I tried to calm down and stay quiet but then the doors of the toilet where i was in opened wide and i saw Sam looking at me upset."Andrea, i told you not to be upset." i stood up and walked in front of him crying my eyes out and literally yelling."Why should i be happy Sam? Tell me why the fuck should i? I've been through a lot and no one never cared about me. I thought Jack had changed but no he got ever worse, he said i was the reason he left the school and that he enjoyed while bullying me." with that i left Sam speachless because he was obviously just standing there and looking at me for few minutes not saying a word. I just walked out wipping my eyes off and taking off the mascara. I went to principals office and asked Mr. Harrison if i can go home becasue i have really bad headache. I lied. Yes. How was i even suppose to say everything and the truth. He let me go home and when i walked into my house i didnt even said hi to my mom i just walked upstairs in my room locking myself there and laying on the bed crying into the pillow. It was Friday so i had no school for 2 days. Actually i didnt even bothered to think about school. The only person that was on my mind was Jack. I dragged myself into the bathroom and did my night routine not even bothering about it i just washed my face off and brushed my teeths and changed into something comfy. I walked back into my room and throw myself at the bed sitting and hugging the pillow staring at one dot on the wall and just thinking. I heard my mom few times asking me if i was okay or if i wanted to eat something and all i said was:"IM FINE." But no i actually wasnt fine at all. I was dying. It felt like i was forever alone even tho i didnt felt complete or loved by Jack but the words that he said to me hurted me more than anything. I just didnt know why would he leave the school because of me. He said he left cuz of me because he doesnt wanna be near me anymore but i didnt know if that was the real reason. I just stared at the empty space for like 20 minutes just thinking and then i blinked my eyes few times and took my phone from the night stand and opening Twitter. As soon as i opened twitter on my tl were few tweets from Jack and they said:"Sometimes you need to stay away from those people who bring you negative things in your life." "Next school is gonna be amazing, already met so many good people." "Positive vibes." The first tweet actually hurted me and i knew that it was obviously about me so i just tweeted:"Im really gonna miss you even tho we weren't anything but enemies who hated each other." After i tweeted this i let a tear roll down my cheeks and put my phone away laying down and falling asleep soon after.