With You In My Life

Prologue

I was actually mesmerized not by his beauty but by the way he present himself.  He has the aura that screams sexiness not in a bold way but in a way that catches my heart.

It was one normal day and I am having my alone time at the park thinking about my boring day, when I noticed him and his circle of friends happily chitchatting about something.

"Dapat talaga si Gail yung kinuha nyo. Eh di sana kayo yung panalo" . I heard him said.

"Wow nakalimutan mo naba? Ikaw yung gusto nong mag invite sa kanya hindi kami. Kaya what's the point of inviting her to be our model? " Shakira, one of his gay friends uttered.
Alam mo ba ang efforts namin just to make her our model tapos sasabihin lang na, 'oh I'm sorry! It's not you who I expected to invite me'. It should be Bennie!" Joyce countered immitating the voice of Gail.

I can't help but laughed hearing that voice. When they heard me laughing, they looked at my direction and I saw different reactions.

Confused look from Bennie's four friends and an amused reaction from Benedict.

"Excuse me girl huh! Ba' t ka tumatawa? May funny ba?" asked
Reina beside Shakira.

"Excuse me din Reynaldo! Stop with your conyo words. It makes me vomit." Ben seriously said while standing up and walking towards my direction.

At times, I am confused because he seems to be trying to be that strong and dependable alpha figure but sometimes he also had that soft side which only be seen when he is oblivious to the world around him.

As he walks slowly, I see the coolness he has and the softness combined that makes me even more drowned towards him.

I will always love how he present himself when he's with me. I feel like he's trusting his whole self to me and that he is not worried whatever I do to him - to us and our relationship.

My heart beats  faster not because of nervousness but because of happiness.  Knowing that the person walking towards me is the person I love. That knows me well and  I can trust my life with.

I don't know what to do. To make the time ticks faster for him to be with me in an instant or just slower so that I could watch longer his coolness as he walks.

"Hey."
He greeted girly as he approached me.

" I missed you so much!"

He added while hugging me and burying his face on the side of my neck enhaling my scent.

At that moment I am not confident with myself if I should break free from his hug or pull away but I didn't. I let him rest in my arms and i felt very giddy.

Ah!  I felt it again. The contentment and overwhelming feeling that only him can provide. That only him can impart into my whole system.

I can't contain my smile as I looked at his shocked friends. I can't blame them. Who would thought we have relationship when he is always linked to be with anybody he works with.

Both male and female!

I can't do anything about it! Not that I want to. I love watching him on the spotlight. Being praised and love not just because of his great masterpieces but because of his confidence and identity.

It makes my heart hurt knowing that hey I am not just his wife but his love of life.

His everything.

His one and only.

His home...

His home in his ups and downs.