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Sometimes chaos isn't bad

Sometimes standing out of a sunroof arms spread wide, in the middle of the night

Buzzing with the base of the music

And screaming

Is the most grounding moment of all

Sometimes crying is good

Saying no is freeing

And I want to be free

Free of myself mostly

But I can't run out of my body

I can only patch together the ache with poison for so long before it stops making me forget the hollowness

It starts from the inside

Growth

Sometimes you grow in different directions, that's ok

Sometimes days are cloudy when you can't grow

You can only be patient

And trust that the sun will come out again

Because, it always does

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