Sometimes chaos isn't bad
Sometimes standing out of a sunroof arms spread wide, in the middle of the night
Buzzing with the base of the music
And screaming
Is the most grounding moment of all
Sometimes crying is good
Saying no is freeing
And I want to be free
Free of myself mostly
But I can't run out of my body
I can only patch together the ache with poison for so long before it stops making me forget the hollowness
It starts from the inside
Growth
Sometimes you grow in different directions, that's ok
Sometimes days are cloudy when you can't grow
You can only be patient
And trust that the sun will come out again
Because, it always does
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13&18 and everything in between
PoetryFree verse poetry written from perspective of a high schooler freshman through senior year through all of the ups and downs of teenage years. Not fully edited so be nice lol