I feel it all

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I have the highest highs and the lowest lows

and people say "it's better than feeling nothing"

I guess that's true I'd rather be riding the waves then aimlessly floating, never feeling

the sun simply stuck in a cave of shadows. But then again it's suffocating. Imagine not being 

pinned down by invisible arms imagine breathing deeply without pain. I like to feel I really do I 

love how my heart sores on fast car rides with the windows down music blasting, I love how my 

face hurts from smiling so wide and even though i resent it the stabbing in my heart when we 

said goodbye made me know it was real

I've gone stoic before, a mere reflection of my surroundings

I don't want to go back there

iIm just afraid

once u flip the switch

I'll never be able to switch back.



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