FORGET ME NOT ~ A PJM FANFICTION

𝕿𝖜𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖞 𝕱𝖎𝖛𝖊

Five months later~~~

Jimin's POV

I sat in my office, staring at the ceiling. Life had changed pretty much in these five months, Jennifer left me all of a sudden leaving me heartbroken. There was no one to whom I could cry my pain. And that's when Young Soon re-entered my life. She came before my family, they were all happy to see her back and soon she took the place of Jennifer. No one even bothered to know where Jennifer went.

Although I had involved myself with Jennifer just because she was similar to Young Soon, but soon she had made her space in my life. It's hard to accept but I had fallen in love with her. Now what do I have? Only realisation and regret. Realising that if had come to me a bit earlier, Jennifer would have been with me right now. Regret, and only regret that I let her feel unloved.

My sickness is reducing now. I can survive without pills, it feels better. Since the day Young Soon has entered my life, she asked me not to have those pills and made me shakes and smoothies. It is working I guess. But one question that never leaves my mind is why did she stop my pills and how did she know that smoothies would work. Soon the door opens, and my secretary enters. "There's a letter for you. Some young boy dropped in front of the reception counter and gave this to us, he begged us to give it to you."

I nodded. "Get me a cold coffee!" I ordered her.

Coffee was working like magic. I didn't face any head aches now. It can be said that slowly I was becoming normal, normalcy which Jennifer craved. She was a happy soul who just wanted to live with me. I smirk to myself. "Where are you Jennifer? I miss you day and night!"

I had become the version of me which she always wanted to experience. She loved me and what I offered her in return, nothing but lies? A bundle of lies for unbounded love. I stood near the window and looked out of the big glass, a lady helping a poor woman cross the road. Jennifer was also like this, helping everyone and not caring about herself. She smiled at strangers and laughed at every little thing which made me love her more. I remember this was her genuine nature which made us meet.

What a mess I made? A tear trickled down my cheeks as I took out my wallet and saw the passport size photograph of her. I don't know how these five months passed Jennifer, without you by my side. Life has been very difficult. You left me and then I realised what love was. When you were with me, the whole time I was just obsessed with you but after you left me, I came to know that I had lost a part of me with you. It was not the same when Young Soon left me or I removed her.

Young Soon might try as hard as possible to win me back, but the fact that she used to cheat on me can never be proved wrong. She still loves me and keeps reminding me, through sticky notes on bed, breakfast and those heart shaped Sandwiches, evening snacks with a love message, and every night waiting for me in a sexy nighty. She has been trying really hard to win me back, but Jennifer won my heart and left. I don't have any love left to give it to someone else.

I am so sorry Jennifer.

I am sorry for everything I did to you.

I deserve this loneliness.

I called for it.

I could picture her happy face before my eyes. I don't know why, but today I missed her more than ever. Her plump brown lips, those eyes like forest pools, she was everything to me. I miss you Jennifer. I was inhaling pain every passing second.

Suddenly my eyes fell on that letter. Who could it be from? Curiosity struck me and I opened it. Unknown person?

As I read the letter, my eyes kept on widening. No, No, No. The tears started to fall down my cheeks. Whatever was written on the letter can't be true. It can't be possible. After five months I receive my baby's news and that too that she is no more in this world.