FORGET ME NOT ~ A PJM FANFICTION

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Jennifer's POV

I tried opening the combination lock. It was really hard for me to just randomly type out numbers. "It won't work!" After trying about five to six codes, dejected, I threw the diary on the bed.

I don't know what happened to me that I picked it up once again and finally did it.

To my surprise as I typed out my birth year on this diary, it got unlocked. Fuck?! How is that even possible? Maybe Young Soon and I share the same birth year. We shared the same face that I was sure of but even this. I couldn't hold my excitement...

The first time my eyes met with yours,
My breath hitched for a second,
The way you stuttered,
And blushed before me...

I knew you had fell for me...

I took a deep breath. This was what was written on the first page of the diary. I couldn't hold my excitement and thus I flipped over the pages...

Page 25...

I sit in my room looking at the diamond ring Jimin gave me on one of our dates. I had never imagined that he would be like this. A bipolar crazy man. I can feel tears filling my eyes, sad, that I fell in love with him. I looked at myself in the mirror, red eyes, puffy face, bleeding nose, and bruises on my forehead. Falling for him destroyed my life. I can't help but blame my fate now. The first time I had seen him, the lovely guy had turned into a fucking psychopath. What was wrong in him? I asked him to go to a doctor...

You know kitty, few months back, when we were sitting in the park. He was not feeling well, and I asked him to see a doctor. I don't know what happened to him that he go infuriated, and stood up from the place. I caught him by his wrist and he turned around. "Why not?" I asked.

He gave me a piercing gaze and threw away my hand. "Do you think I'm a psycho or what? I don't need a doctor!" He spat and left me.

The other time I asked him, he fed me with slaps and kicks. My life is slowly becoming a mess. I don't know if I would be able to survive in this house for long. Being away from my family and friends, I feel like I'm lifeless. What went wrong?

Page 37...

I had bloody vomits today, he hit me with his belt last night. He blamed me of cheating on him.... God save me from this hell!

Page 46...

The hell happened today. I knew this was going to happen. This man can never see me happy. As expected my pregnancy results tested positive, I showed him the results and again he harassed me. He doesn't want a child. He has taken an appointment for abortion of the baby. The baby has not even grown into a foetus. My life is miserable.

Page 3....

Jimin, the man of my dreams.

I guess all these years I was just waiting to be seen by someone like him. He is like a dream come true, never knew that a man like him could ever exist till he held my hand today while we sat in the cafe.

I can see love in his eyes for me. Pure affection, you know kitty, we share a lot of common things. He loves flowers too, ahh! He met me at my flower shop only. He also likes tiramisu. Whenever I stare at him, he smirks, those plump lips can't wait to have our first kiss. I'm going to dream about him tonight.

Bye kitty.

Page 14

He married me.

Yes kitty, your friend Young Soon got her Mr. Perfect. We are happily married. I feel so blessed to have Jimin as my husband. Can't even express in words, how thankful I am to God for sending someone like Park Jimin in my life. A wondrous man!