FORGET ME NOT ~ A PJM FANFICTION

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Jimin's POV

"Jennifer I'm really sorry for that night..." I said as I hugged her more tightly. She just fits so nicely in my arms. I kissed her forehead. We were sitting in the balcony of the hotel room. Yes, I had asked her for a day out and she had agreed. The love of my life sat there too near to me, I could hear her heart beat and also her sweet breaths. She stared into my eyes and gave me that plumpy smile. "You're forgiven..."

I kissed her again. Her beautiful eyes, the way she saw me, the way she smiled at me, the way today I made her feel, the way she moaned my name. I caressed her hair. "Jennifer... I love you."

"Hmm, I love you too!" She murmured and hugged me tightly. The feeling of her being near to me, our bodies touching each other, a blanket covering us, our legs intertwined, the calm night sky, the bright moon light. It was a romantic time. A happy time.

Memories of that day came to my mind, the day I and Young Soon had become one. The day we had touched each other for the first time and weren't able to control each other. We were sitting in the same way in the balcony. Young Soon.... Her name was enough to boil my blood.

I had loved her. Fucking loved her more than anything else, trusted her more than anyone, gave my heart to her so that she can take care of it, and she broke it. She shattered my love into pieces, so so many pieces. Tears filled in my eyes. I could see her face in the night sky. Dark, angry, frustrated, No, I wasn't scared of her anymore and not even her memories. She had made me mad, I have Jennifer now. I won't repeat any mistake which I did earlier. Neither will I hurt Jennifer nor give my heart to her ever.

Life was going pretty well with Young Soon but she ditched me. She cheated on me with men, men of my own office. It was hard for me to trust her. I had to lock her up, I didn't wanted to do that. She forced me to do everything and that day, I didn't wanted to kill her. It had automatically happened as well.

I was drunk that day, too drunk, to even stand properly. I staggered but still reached my room. She was not there. I went near the bed side, there was a paper note kept there. I picked it up and the words made the floor under my feet shift.

I didn't care for a second about my situation and rushed upstairs. I was breathing heavily, as I held the terrace gate. "Young Soon!" I yelled and she turned around. Her eyes were red, filled with tears.

"Don't stop me Jimin!" She yelled.

She was standing on the railing. She was going to commit suicide.

"Get down you mad woman!" I snapped back at her.

"I won't. Let me put an end to all this. Enough of your torture Jimin, I can't bear it anymore. Dying is far better than to live with you. Thank you for those small happy moments you gave me. I can't live with this Jimin. You're not the same Jimin I fell in love with you." She was crying. Her body shivering.

Seeing her like that made my heart ache. I loved her. I freaking loved her. I can't let her die like that. "Young Soon don't do this!" I cried.

"I'm sorry Jimin. I'm so sorry. I can't live anymore like this. Why don't you understand? You changed. You fucking changed!" She walked one more step back, the railing was broad.

I rushed towards her and pulled her by her hand. The two of us landed on the ground, first me and then upon me, she laid, her hair all sprawled on my chest. She rose her face again, "Why?" She hit me with her hands on my chest.

"Leave me Jimin. Leave me!" She yelled. I covered my ears, and that's when she got off me.

"Dare you do that Young Soon!" I yelled at her.