this is gonna be fun!

ok Dr. sues

I used to be good at this whole "love" thing

i get that i let myself go 

i no longer just 'go with the flow' or let myself know, that i'm worthy.

regardless, true or not, i make sure to give you all that i got, you don't seem to catch on like id hope.

 i'm trying though, love.

i go above and beyond, to please you, you knew that, you had to. but every time i try, you shove my aside. 

i wont lie, I've cried for you, and hell id probably die for you, to

if you let me.

i want you to see how i'm trying, i know you see it.

its been too long though, dear, i'm not just gonna quit now 

i love you too much.