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❥𝗕𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗦𝘄𝗲𝗲𝘁 𝗦𝘆𝗺𝗽𝗵𝗼𝗻𝘆

     ❥𝗕𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗦𝘄𝗲𝗲𝘁 𝗦𝘆𝗺𝗽𝗵𝗼𝗻𝘆

Veronica and I sit across from one another in silence. Her pen twirling around her hand as I move my hands up and down the material of my dress.

It's been one week and I've been doing..ok to say the least. I haven't gotten as many panic attacks and I've been on track with school, work, and with therapy.

Well, sort of.

I still find it extremely hard to talk about Dario, the miscarriage, and my dad.

Although, we did have a whole session about my dad three days ago.

I spent the whole session bawling my eyes out.

My dad called me again earlier this week, but I blocked his number indefinitely.

I want absolutely nothing to do with him.

Because not only what he did destroy me, but it destroyed the little girl who always wanted nothing but her dad's love.

Dario kept his word and he hasn't contacted me or tried to visit me. It's killing me not to march my way into his office and tell him that I love him. That I desperately need him, that I need him beside me at night.

That I miss his cooking and his arrogant remarks that I pretend to hate, but actually love since it's a part of him.

But it has to be this way.

We have hurt each other too much and we need time apart from one another.

I have to figure out things for myself.

On my own.

"Let's talk about Dario," Veronica says and stares at me as she continues to twirl her pen own around.

I don't know how she does it, but she absolutely intimidates me.

I swallow harshly at her words and my body instantly reacts to Dario's name.

"W-What about him?" I softly ask her and she shakes her head in disappointment.

"Amara, he is the first man you told that you love him. What do you mean what about him?" She tilts her head and I nervously chew on my lip.

And he will probably be the only man I ever love.

"Why did you let him go?" She asks me and I begin to play with the necklace he gave me.

"I-um, well-" I try to find some words, but Veronica interrupts me.

"I wasn't judging you on your decision, Amara," she says and my eyes widen in shock. "However.." she trails off and I groan. "You should have talked to him rather than send him away like you did," she says.