My Boy~ -Cardinal Copia x Trans!Male!Reader-

Missionary Man

Y/n snapped out of his trance, looking at Syke so fact he hurt his neck.

"Yeah... Sure... I didn't know you liked it when I pestered you to make me food-" y/n said, getting up and pushing his emotions back.

Again.

"I never said I liked it. I still made you one. I made myself one, too. I heard that they have new episodes of Rick and Morty, so... C'mon. I know Copia leaving got you down, but y'all are still dating, he'll be back. I'll fly across the country just to kick him in the balls if he's not." Syke said, he red colored eyes following a wispy strand of his silver hair as it floated upwards.

Y/n chuckled softly, following Syke to the couch where they started to watch the few new episodes of Rick and Morty.

"Y'know, you're probably one of the best friends I've ever had, Syke. You're not toxic, you don't step on me, you don't do anything that everyone else I've trusted have done. Of course, jaenine wasn't like them, either, but you're actually here. We haven't drifted apart... Haven't been split up... Anyways, once these episodes are over we should probably head to sleep. It's late... Or... More like early." Y/n said, enjoying the company bust just wanting to be alone.

Pleasure away the pain.

Y/n lived by those words, basically. Purple, pink, black, white, blue, glow in the dark, blacklight, rainbow, every color known to man in all sorts of odd shapes. Some took batteries, some needed to be plugged in, some were small, some the opposite, all y/n knew was that they made him pass the fuck out, forget his problems, and put him in a state of pure ecstasy. Euphoria.

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Y/n washed his dish, yawning and heading up to his room. He just wanted this night, this day, this week, this month, this feeling to be over with.

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"She said she didn't have no man~" y/n sang in the shower as his liked songs played, having a full on concert in the shower and singing into the detachable shower head as he got into the zone.

He was blind to what he truly felt in these moments, music controlled his emotions in these hours.

He sang Golden Hour by JVKE as he pictured Copia, replacing the feminine pronouns with masculine ones, thinking that maybe Copia did the same when he sang songs alone and thought of him.

---with syke---

"Emo ass." Syke said over his call as he exited the house, looking at his phone. Screen to see his emo boyfriend shaking his ass to a random Pierce The Veil song.

"If you were me, you'd be doing the same, sweathart." Syke's lover said, dancing as he looked at his phone.

"I'll be there in 5, Zephyr. Love you." Syke said as he hung up and got into his Datsun 240z.

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"ZEPHYR! OPEN YO STANK ASS WINDOW ANS LET ME INNN!" Syke said, putting his hands on the glass as zephyr quickly opened it and shushed Syke.

"Shut up! You know my parents would wake up and beat my ass I'd they knew I was fooling around with a man!" Zephyr said, helping Syke into his room.

"C'mon, you're 19. You should be able to do what you want, you're only still living with them because no place close by will take you in for a job. If you want, you can come stay with me and y/n, y'know. You don't have to be around them, love. They aren't allowed to control your love life. Love is love. They need to understand that. I wish you would tell them that, so what if they're conservative Christians? If they're fine with you looking like this, acting how you act, listening to the music you listen to, and put up with everything you do as an adult, why won't they be fine with you looking someone who shows you more support than any other girl in your life ever has? It's stupid that they do that to you, you shouldn't have to be closeted your entire life, or at least until you move out or they pass. This is your life, love. Do what you want to do." Syke said, putting a hand on Zephyr's cheek and planting a kiss on his pale lips as he ended his words.

"You're right... I can keep bottling up my love life and letting myself be walked over by the people who are supposed to support, love, and care about me. I... I'm gonna go tell them. I think my dad is up for his midnight cereal." Zephyr said,