My Boy~ -Cardinal Copia x Trans!Male!Reader-

Absolution

"I saw you on a video call in the crowd, you really wanted to see me, huh?"

"Yeah, every chance I get I'll try my best to see you! I told you I'd miss you every millisecond you're gone..."

"Well, I'm going to do my best to find some free time for us to spend together. I... I know it's a long ways away, but I think I have the last week of October off and November! So we might be able to spend Halloween together, have some scary fun~ If you know what I mean~"

"Well... I have some things for us to have some... Long distance fun..? If you know what I mean~"

"I think I know what you mean~"

---with Copia---

The singer trailed his hand down to his pants, unbuckling them and slipping his boxers down.

Copia watched as y/n did the same, but bent over his bed and grabbed the same box from the night he was pegged.

"You're freaky, aren't you?"

"Damn right, why do you think I wanted to have car sex? Peg you? Do shit that's not normal?"

"You have a point... But it's normal to experiment at points. I meant freaky like... Freaky freaky... Not pegging, and degradation, I mean masochistic and sadistic shit during sex. Knife play, even."

"If it gives me a kick and gets me wet, I'm up for it. Why do you bring it up? You want me to cut you?~ whipping maybe?~ BDSM?~ Painplay?~ I know how to everything, darling, and I know your sweet spots, love~ give me the word and I'll have everything out~ or do you want to do that kind of stuff to me?~ either way, I'm up for it if you are, love~"

"You have a really persuasive and hot tinge to your words... It's dangerous but sexy~"

"Wanna know what else is sexy? You~"

Copia groaned, turned on but wanting to try something he doesn't do normally, but has done a few times while figuring out his sexuality.

"Y/n... Degrade me like you did the first night we had sex... Please"

"Of course~ anything for a slut like you~"

~--+--~(Okay, I'm sorry, but y'all are just gonna have to imagine what happened. I need to produce more chapters for y'all and I can't spend three days hesitating on what kind of smut I'm gonna do, sorry for the inconvenience! Don't worry, this will not be happening alot at all. Maybe a few times, but I'm 46 chapters away from my goal of 58 and need to get to work on finishing this. I will be sure to do as much as possible, and smut isn't at the top of my priorities list, as much as I enjoy writing it.)~--+--~

Copia walked backstage as his 7min break started, thanks to Miasma. The singers grabbed his phone, nearly spitting out his water as he saw he had 17 missed calls from y/n, he rushed to press the call button and make sure he was okay.

Syke's voice answered, with the sound of someone throwing up in the background.

"YOU SON OF A BITCH! YOU GOT Y/N PREGNANT! IM GONNA GO OVER TO YOUR STUPID LITTLE CONCERT ANS KICK YOU IN THE BALLS SO HARD YOU CANT HAVE ANYMORE CHILDREN! HOW DARE YOU!? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!"

"WHAT?!"

"SYKE! SHU- (throwing up sounds) T THE FUCK UP! AND YES! I THINK YOU GOT ME PREGNANT, TOBIAS!"

"I'll be down there asap. Make sure y/n is okay."

And with that, Copia came back on stage to tell some of the personal he had to leave. He was letting down hundreds, thousand even, of fans right now. He didn't care. He'd have to have the ghouls fill in the extra time left in the show with some of their instrumental songs, maybe have swiss or rain fill in for some of the non instrumental songs.

All he knew was Air had to be with him. Air was only one licensed to drive the bus, and he could drive for 24hrs straight.

Copia called y/n again, hoping that it wasn't true. The male sat on the steps, waiting for air to come out of the bathroom so they could leave.

"Tobias..?"

"Oh, love, I'm so sorry! I'm coming back right now, I swear. I'm so sorry about all of this, if I would've known..."

"It's okay, love...- (NO ITS NOT! WHEN HE GETS HERE- [BABE! STOP YELLING! OR I WON'T GIVE YOU HEAD TONIGHT!] fine...)- anyways... You don't need to come down, I can wait till your tour is over. Believe me, it's all fine, love... Syke is pissed, but me and zephyr know he to deal with him when he's like this so don't worry... I'm just... Surprised is all. I knew that my testosterone has been gone for a while, but I thought it wasn't long enough for my periods to start again..."

"I'm glad you're okay with it... But nothing can stop me from coming down. Air is out, so now we're actually leaving. I love you, y/n. And still, I'm sorry about doing this to you... I get the feeling you never planned to have a baby, or if you're even gonna bear it."

"Well... I'm thinking about keeping it. It might be hormones, but I've been having a really bad gut feeling... Like you're got gonna be around for a lot longer... That you might end up like the rest of the Emeritus's."

"If... I do, then what's growing in your belly could very well be the 5th Papa, maybe the 1st mama or something along the lines of that. Only if they want to, that is. I'll try like heaven to prevent my death, but knowing that it's rare for someone in my bloodline to live a full life, I'm not sure how long that'll last."

"I hope it lasts long enough, love. I really do... I love you."

(End)