"oh,
did you see the frightened ones?
did you hear the falling bombs?
did you ever wonder why we had to run for shelter when the
promise of a brave new world unfurled beneath a clear blue
sky?"
1980, there's still The Wall.
I'm watching a movie in my room; it's about the WW2 - where my dad fought for me and my mom, and where he died. My room is full of beer and other drinks. It's full of cigarettes too. The windows of my room are broken because of me and my hand was bleeding.
Then I changed the channel to then watch a cartoon, and then I changed it and changed it and changed it again, until I decided to broke it and throw it out the window - I was about to fall at that moment, and I wanted to, but I stopped myself.
My life no longer made sense; my memories were coming back in my life from my childhood and I had more problems that I added unconsciously - my wife left me and all of the popularity I had was gone. I was alone, all alone.
It was like there was a "wall" which was trying to stop me to go on, like it wanted to make me feel pain and remorse from my past.
So I decided to be exposed again, but not with the old me, but with a new one.
I made a league called "Hammer League" where I could be myself, and not like a puppet commanded by my past.
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Goodbye Blue Sky
Fanfic!! TW: there may be some scene that can be sensitive content. !! 1980, The Wall is still "alive". Pink is having problems in his life; his wife left him, he's having issues with controlling his anger and he's remembering what he experienced in his c...
