⚠️mentions of self harm⚠️
Inspired by Anne Marie's beautiful on therapy hope you like it one of my favourite songs on the album
Lucy and keria haven't been dating long but they were ready to take it to the next stage in their relationship.
There's one thing Lucy hasn't told keira and that's the reason why she would never wear crop tops or bikinis and never let Keira see her after a shower.
Lucy is scared that Keira will get up and walk out like her previous relationships because of what this does to her. Some of them were the cause
When she was younger she had been bullied no one knew so she took it out on herself burns cuts anything she could do to get out of the pain which has lead her to have scars all over her stomach and inner thighs but she always had a plan if Keira ever saw it.
They were currently laying in the garden at Lucy's as it was a sunny summers day with the music blaring watching Narla running around Lucy currently had her t-shirt on but she was sweating so much and wish she could take it off but all her insecurities kept coming back like a demon dragging her down the thoughts that Keira will leave
"Hey babe what's up?" Keria asked
"Nothing don't worry" Lucy smiled kissing her
"You look really hot let me help you" keria winked moving closer
Lucy got scared this was the first time ever someone has seen her scars remember back up plan she said to herself.
She let Keira do this "babe your body looks sexy" she smirked Lucy got more and more self concise as Keira stared
"Thanks I guess" Lucy replied not looking at Keira
Keira didn't say anything as she cuddles into the brunette running her fingers up and down her abs coming across her scars.
"Babe what's this" she asks curiously
Fuck this was the topic Lucy knew exactly would happen back up plan don't say the real reason "your going to laugh" Lucy started
"Why what happened?" Keria said trying to keep a straight face as Lucy was shifting
"Well I was on holiday with my mum when I was little and I went swimming in the sea and well I got attacked by a shark it was massive right" Lucy explained exaggerating every aspect
"Really where were you swimming?" She asked
"In Australia right it was fucking massive this hench assed shark" Lucy laughed seeing her plan might be working
" luce what really happened?" Keira asked
Fuck she saw straight through your back up plan "ok the real reason is I got bullied when I was younger and they made me so sad that I had to do this to myself they kept telling me to kill myself so I done this " Lucy explained
"Oh Luce come here I still like your story about the shark they are cowards I wish I could find every single person and tell them what they done to you " Keira said kissing Lucy then laughed
"Yeah it's a good one right" Lucy laughed
"Oh indeed come here babe lay on your back" Keira replied
"You know what I'm going to do kiss those insecurities away because I love you luce always have always will" she added
That's exactly what Keira did
"Keira Are we beautiful? Lucy asked
"Babe when they put you down like that Yeah, you can reply right back You are beautiful to everyone but to me 100% I love you Lucia Roberta Tough Bronze always have always will now let's get some pimms" Keira kissed her
Keira kissed back that's what she loved about keir she knows and she's right she will use the story though if anyone else saw