Those.. 'thoughts'..

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Mikey's POV:

"Oh really? I'm so sorry about your brothers treating you like that! I'm no therapist and I'm not good at comforting people but, if you ever experience this again come at my lair so I can try and comfort you, there are other people or mutants who care for you like me!" Widow tried cheering me up. "Thank you so much." I thanked her happily.

Soon we got to her lair and Widow finished healing my ankle.

"Aanndd.. There we go! That should be find about 2 days!" Widow said as she wrapped a bandage around my ankle. "Thank you, I better go now.." I said. "Oh alright! Bye bye and take care Michelangelo!" Widow said as she waves then I left her lair walking without my ankle hurting.

"Wow, Widow sure is a good doc-" I was cut off. "MIKEY!" My brothers said as they honked the Shell Raiser, I flinched. "WHAT T-" I was cut off again. "MIKEY! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!" Donnie ran outside the Shell Raiser and hugged me and so did the others. "Mikey! What happened back there? Are you hurt?" Leo said. "Well.." I replied and looked down at my sprained ankle and the others did too. "MIKEY WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR ANKLE?! " Leo said as he kneels down to check my ankle. "Well I sprained it while skateboarding because I tripped on a pipe." I said.

Third person POV:

"Well look at what ta' clumsy turtle brought." Raph made fun of him. "Raph!" Leo and Donnie scolded him. "It's fine now, Leatherhead found me and bandaged it." Mikey lied about his new friend. "Oh, that's good to know.. Mikey you've got to be careful next time." Leo lectured him. "I know..." Mikey answered. "Let's go home." Donnie said as he puts his hand on Mikey'e back (shell) to get on the shell raiser.

After they got home Mikey was tired and decided to go to sleep but until as Mikey got to his room he heard them say something.

"C'mon Leo! He's useless to the team and keeps getting distracted!" Raph grumbled. "Raph, without him the team would be unbalanced!" Leo talked back. "More like perfect, kick him out of ta' team for at least 3 days! How many missions have we failed because of him?! Don't lie Leo!" Raph shouted. "Not a lot..." Leo hesitated and Raph gave him the serious face. "Fine.. We'll kick him off the team but only a few days!" Leo finally admitted it. "Finally, why is he even our brother? He's so clumsy and stupid but I'm glad you got ta' know that now." Raph responded while his arms crossed. "Raph! He's our bro-" Leo was cut off. "Our stupid clumsy, moronic, dumb brother! Yeah right Leo like I would want him to be my brother." Raph yelled.

Mikey couldn't help and letthe tears escape, his eyes were stinging and thought to himself.

Do they really think that about me..? They really don't care.. Maybe I should just die, why live if you don't even have a reason.. Maybe I should actually.. No, I won't do it! But my brothers will be happy.. That's the only thing that would make them happy.. Me commiting suicide.. Maybe.. No, I won't..

Mikey stopped thinking about those words and decided to keep it cool.

~Next Day~

Mikey woke up and still thought to himself why he still wakes up..? He goes out of his bed feeling numb.

“Hey Mike-” Leo greeted him but Mikey got startled. “GAH! LEO? WHAT THE SHELL MAN?!” Mikey shouted, it was unusual for Mikey to shout but he had a reason to. “Oh sorry, did I scare you?” Leo applogizes but Mikey gives him the ‘are you serious?’ face. “Of course you did, why are you early?” Mikey asked. “Early? Mikey it’s 9!” Raph yelled. “You never got up, now the kitchen’s a mess Mikey.” Leo replied. “Maybe he’s tired from last night guys, leave him alone.” Donnie added.

Considering you kicked me off the team, yeah just tired. - Mikey’s thoughts.

“Did you guys eat?” Mikey questioned them. “Yeah, Splinter cooked food for us.” Donnie answered. “Did YOU eat?” Raph was being sarcastic. “Nope, I’m not hungry.” Mikey replied and walked away but the others were confused. “That’s off, Mikey usually doesn’t skip breakfast.” Leo spoke. “Ya’ think?!” Raph whispered yelled.

Mikey heard em’ whispering and shrugged it off.

Why are you still alive Michelangelo?

Kill yourself already!

You’re worthless, give up!

They already kicked you off the team! Is that not enough proof?

You are a waste of space!

Why are you even alive?!

Stop living Michelangelo!

You’re useless, even your brothers agree!

Nobody cares about you, you moron!

Who needs an idiot like you?

They’re just pretending they care because you’re their brother!

You’re expendable!

You’re only useful for distractions!

Hang yourself!

Put a knife inside your chest!

You don’t deserve the will to live!-

“MIKEY!” Mikey was snapped out of his thoughts and was seeing Leo was shaking him. “Wha-h-huh?!” Mikey was so confused and didn’t remember what happened. “Mikey are you alright?! You’ve been standing lifeless for almost an hour!” Donnie sounded very worried. “Mike, are ya’ alright?” Raph asked worriedly for the first time.

Don’t fall for their silly tricks! They’re just lyin’!

Believe me Michelangelo, let darkness take over you.

You are a worthless being, let me make you better.

“MIKEY! SERIOUSLY ARE YOU OKAY?!” Raph shouted, causing Mikey to snap out of his thoughts again. “Y-yeah.. I’m fine.” Mikey stuttered but didn’t know why. “Mikey, what happened? You were numb again.. Are you okay?” Donnie asked but Mikey didn’t know what to do and was panicking. “Mikey! Calm down! You’re panicking too much, what’s going on.” Leo stopped him from getting a panic attack, Mikey felt like he was about to pass out. “MIKEY!” Raph shouted as Mikey fell in his hands, apparently he did pass out. “DONNIE WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM?!” Raph was freaking out the most, showing his true love for Mikey. “I-I.. I DON’T KNOW!” Donnie was also freaking out. “QUICK GET HIM TO THE LAB!” Leo, Donnie and Raph rushed to Donnie’s lab. “C’MON! DONNIE!” Leo shouted. “HE’LL BE FINE LEO! HE JUST.. He just had a panic attack, don’t ask me why because I don’t know.” Donnie shouted at him.

“At least he’s fine.”

ANOTHER CLIFFHANGER! HAH! We’ll see Widow again in the next chapter!
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Buh-bye my pizzapuffs! 🍕

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