Min Yoongi, a waiter thats barely getting by, suddenly meets with a massive change in his life that pushes him to do something drastic. What happens when Jung Hoseok, who's just moved back to Seoul, coincidentally is at the right place at the right...
[Sensitive topics, please skip chapter if your triggered by mentions of blood and suicide - summary will be provided at the start of next chapter.]
Min Yoongi pov
Peering over the edge, I examined the surroundings below.
I didn't feel any emotions it felt like it could be over, the feelings of guilt, sadness and frustration.
Gone.
Taking a deep breath, I lifted myself on the wall as I sat with my legs dangling over the edge.
Maybe it could be okay once I jumped... it would be over soon.
It was quiet up here. It was peaceful.
Maybe I didn't have to suffer. Instead, I could be with Ma'.
As I was thinking to myself, the pain in my hand got worse making me cringe in pain.
I thought about getting it over and done with. But I wanted to listen to the silence for a little longer.
I looked up to the sky as tears started to fall down my cheeks.
"I'll be with you soon, Ma'..." I sniffled and let the tears flow. My vision became blurry from the crying and it made the stars blend in with the night sky.
A few minutes past of me sitting with my legs dangling over the city below me.
"Hey" My eyes widened. Someone is on the roof too? I got scared and quickly turned around.
Jung Hoseok pov
It was dark but I could make out a figure sitting on the wall's edge.
My heart was pounding; I didn't know what to do.
What were their intentions?
Cautiously starting to walk over, I brought up the courage to speak.
"Hey" I tried to sound calm so they didn't get startled. The person spun their head round to face me.
Seeing their face made my heart break. He looked handsome but I could clearly tell he was crying and his eyes were so dark, it looked like he hadn't slept for ages.
"Who are you? What do you want?" I could tell he was frightened since he looked like he was ready to get up and do something he might regret.
"Please come down from there... its really not safe" I was careful to move slowly in case I triggered him.
"Leave me alone" His voice was deep and I could tell he isn't originally from Seoul. He sounded annoyed.
"Look-" I stepped a little closer but he started to get up from his place "Okay... I wont come closer but please just get down" Thankfully he sat back down.
"Mind your own business" I was a little hurt by his coldness but I didn't know what he was going through so he must have a reason.
"Are you going to try to kill yourself?" His facial expression told me he was taken back by my question.
"What's it to you?"
"Don't you think your family would be upse-"
"JUST FUCK OFF" Jumping at the loud voice, I realised something about family set him off.
"I'm sorry..." I could hear him sniffling as I talked, "Listen to me... get down and it will be okay"
"You don't need to do this" I was desperate to get him down from there.
"Why should I live when there's nothing to live for"
"Live for me then!" Due to my desperation, I said it without thinking properly. I sounded like an idiot and got embarrassed.
But when I looked back at the guy, he had his hands covering his face. He started to cry.
I was surprised at first but when I saw his unstable sitting position I got scared and ran up to him. I held onto his clothes and looked into his eyes. I didn't expect him to be so good-looking.
Out of worry, I pulled him towards me, trying to get him down. He was reluctant at first but eventually he came down.
A massive weight lifted of my shoulders.
Min Yoongi pov
I don't know what came over me but hearing this person want me to live for them made me cry. Maybe it was the hope it gave me that maybe someone cared.
I buried my face into my hands but all of a sudden, I felt tugging at my clothes.
Looking up, my eyes met with a guy that looked around my age with jet-black hair. He was trying to get me down.
I started to resist because I was unsure but I gave up and let him pull me down.
Both of us were now on the floor. He was knelt down with his hands on my shoulders.
I felt so stupid as I began to cry even more. I feel like that's all I've done.
"It's okay" The guy hugged me. I was shocked. I usually hate hugs but for some reason, his hug was comforting. So I didn't pull away but I wrapped one of my arms around his shoulder.
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okay but the end of this chapter was cute
just like you ;)
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