What A Coincidence - Sope

4 - Two Different Worlds

Min Yoongi pov

I was sat in the hospital waiting room for a few hours now since ma' was admitted. It was around 6PM and luckily there weren't many people in the room with me.

My eyes were red and I was staring at the ground with a blank expression. I wasn't sure how to comprehend my feelings. I was so angry with myself but I couldn't stop getting upset.

My tears started to fill my eyes once again and I tried to wipe them away.

As I was trying to stop myself from crying, heels clicking on the ground grew louder.

At first, I didn't think anything of it but when I heard my name being called I looked up.

"Yoongi?" It was my mother. The woman that hates me. I got up from my seat and walked over to her; when she saw my face, she started to get agitated "What on earth happened?"

"I..."

"Tell me right now!"

"I was... late. When I found Ma' she wa-" Before I could finish my sentence, I felt a sharp pain on the side of my cheek. She slapped me.

Maybe I deserved it.

"SO THIS WAS YOUR FAULT" I held the side of my face and my eyes widened. She raised her hand once again but a nurse rushed over and held her back.

All eyes were on me but I didn't care.

Ma' is gone and she still found a way to dump it all on me.

"I HAVE DONE AS YOU'VE ASKED AND CARED FOR MA' KNOWING HOW MUCH YOU HATE ME AND YET YOU STILL TREAT ME LIKE SOME DOG. NOW..." I started to break down and my voice started to get a little shaky.

"NOW MA'... SHE'S GONE AND YOU BLAME ME. YOU KNEW! YOU KNEW SHE WAS SICK AND YOU DIDN'T TAKE HER TO THE DOCTORS. I'M YOUR SON AND... AND INSTEAD OF MOURNING WITH ME YOU FIND A WAY TO PUT ME DOWN" It was silent when I stopped shouting. The woman stood in front of me looked shocked and her eye's were watery.

"From this point on... your nothing to me" I said before walking out of the hospital.

I looked a complete mess and I honestly didn't care.

Ma's gone. I've lost my job. My bills are due in a few weeks and I don't even have enough money to get a week's supply of food.

On my way home, it started raining like some depressing scene in a movie.

I stopped in the middle of the pathway. It was dark and no one was around.

I screamed out loud from rage. Yet again the tears started to fall.

Eventually I got to the apartment building. Like always I took the stairs and once I got up to my floor, I met with Jin walking out of his apartment.

"Oh hey Yoongi... you're soaking, wha-" He stopped, "Are you okay? You loo-"

"I'm fine" Slamming my door shut, I went into the bathroom to get undressed out of my clothes.

I stood in the shower and let the water fall on me. I probably stood there for over an hour but I got out once I realise how long I was in there for.

I felt alone; stuck.

It didn't feel real. Ma' couldn't have left me.

"Maybe if I was on time... she" I bowed my head as I leaned over the sink.

That night, I couldn't get to sleep. Even though I was so tired, my thoughts didn't let me rest.

I kept thinking of everything that's happened. I felt there was no way out of it. There was no escape of the bad ending.