Days passed, No one cared about me, jimin had already stopped his bullying and still regret about what he did. My head started to pain every hour in the day so I decided to meet a doctor. Without telling my brother I decided to go alone to the hospital.
"Roseanne, tell Jin that I will come home late" I said as she passed by my table to meet Mrs. Mina "no one cares if you come home late or not, Nerd" she replied me back in an aggressive manner. After school I saw she got into the car with Jin and they went home, so I walked to the hospital.
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It was my time to meet the doctor, "please take a seat young lady," he spoke friendly, I took a seat next to his chair and stared to bite my nails looking down, he stared at me with a smile, "what's the matter, oh first what's your name" he added, "umm... I..I'm Y/N I mean k..Kim Y/N" I replied him still looking down. I was little nervous to talk to a doctor alone cause it was always dad or Jin who speaks with the doctor when I had any sickness. "Can you look up at me Y/N" he added, I then slowly moved my head up to meet his eyes. "Hmm I see, from you eyes I can tell what's really wrong with you" I said while taking out a paper and a pen, he then started to write on a paper. "D...doctor I usually get headaches and it's unbearable" I spoke. "I know child, but this will help you" he then handed me the paper that he was writing.
"Just come meet me after four days" he added, I bowed my head for him and took my leave out of his room. "What did he knew after looking at my eyes, is something wrong with it" I asked from my self.
I walked back home, I paused from a moment near the main door to see my brothers and Roseanne watching a movie together. Roseanne was between Jungkook and Tae,actually it was my place when I used to watch late night films with them before 6,7 years ago when mom was there and Mrs.lee was busy preparing snacks for them just like mom did.
I ignored them and rushed to my room, I threw my self on the bed but then I realized what doctor said about my eyes, just then I moved to my room mirror to see my eyes. I gasped in horror when I saw.
Before,
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"What's wrong with them" I said while covering my mouth from my hand, I then tried to pull my eye lids up but it won't work. Just then a small tear rolled down my cheek,I quickly wiped it "No I..I'm not crying for t...this" I said as I cracked my voice.For like five minutes I started at my face it's not like before it's changing.
Imagine this is you in depression.
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After refreshing my self I got into my cozy outfit and took off the tablets that the doctor gave me. I took the packet off and read it, it says about depression tablets, "is t..this for real I...I'm in depression"I gasped as the packet fell down from my hands. I really didn't knew I had depression,even though I said my brothers I'm depressed it's because I hate jimin and school but I never knew I am depression.
I drank those tablets according to the order of doctor thinking that it would make me feel better from depression and I didn't won't anyone to know about it at all.
