It was finally November 30th and my favorite season winter is almost begun. I was still fighting with depression and my doctor really helped me to get rid of it. No on noticed about my eye change cause every 24/7 I'm in my room also no one talk with me even a single word, and Jungkook still called me a nerd that really hurts me a lot.
This winter wasn't really beautiful for me, cause I didn't want to enjoy and even my brothers did want me to enjoy with them so I sat quite near my room window and looked at them having snow ball fights. "I wish I could play with them"I said to my self while crying. Just then I saw Taehyung he was really beautiful I don't know why but my eyes caught him when I saw him having fun with his new pet yontan that Jin brought him after Tae passed his final exam in his university.
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I signed and took my phone out of my hoodie pocket and started staring at it even tho the phone isn't on, these things happened because of my high depression but I tried my best not to stare at random stuff.
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Time passed it's been hours but their still out having fun, I thought of doing some maths questions cause I failed my exams once again last week. "Where did I kept it" I said while looking under my bed and every where to find my iPad to email some assignments cause my phone is dead . " I think I can borrow Taehyungs one" saying so I opened my door and slowly entered to his room.
I searched everywhere and finally found it under some books, "ok I'll bring it, just keep an eye on yontan, Jungkook" I heard his voice coming towards the room, I quickly grabbed it and wanted to rush towards my room but it was too late. He looked at me as I bumped on to him "why did you came here and what did you steal" He spoke with his husky voice, "umm, ahh I...I just came to t..take this to mail some assignments" I showed him the ipad while I started to shake.
"How dare you, give it back" he then tried to grab it from my hand, "Taehyung just let me use it, I...I'll give it back"I added as I tried my best to grab it from him. We both were grabbing it until it fell down making cracks on the screen, "Nooooo" he cried as he bend down to take it, "come on come on" he tried his best to on the iPad but it's almost over. "What did you think you just did, mom and dad gave me this on my 15th birthday it's been like 7 years now, and you broke it" he yells at me. I was confused and looking down couldn't believe what I just did.
He couldn't bare his anger, he then grabbed the glass flower vase just next to him on the table and threw it on me that made me fell down "Ahhhhhh" I screamed covering my nose which is bleeding from inside also on top, thank god his shout didn't ended up on my forehead but a new place. I slowly got up crying still holding my nose the blood was dripping from my hands for his room carpet. He covered his mouth from his hand and gasped seeing my nose, "Y/N I...I didn't mean to do it" he said while trying to take of my hand off from my nose. I pushed him as I yelled at him "I'm cursing all of you each an everyone" saying so I ran to my room.
My head started to spin seeing a lot of blood but I managed to wash it, I quickly took my depression pills and threw my self on the bed to have a nap.
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I woke up when I felt like something was moving on top of my nose wound, it was Jungkook who usually put medicine on my wounds, I flinched and sat on my bed pushing his hand away, "Nerds don't deserve medical treatments on their wounds" I said as I stared at him. He then looked at my eyes in horror "I know I just wanted to keep my promise that I gave to dad telling him I'll take care of you, nothing else and thanks if you don't want" he said and left my room, I never expect something like that from him I thought he would tell me "Y/N just forget about the nerd thing, this will get better soon I promise" but it was just a hope.
