My secret lifee

4~

#sorry for the really short last chapter!**

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"bae i need to talk to someone"

"alrightly you can always talk to me"

"i want you" he said looking somewhat serious with a drunk look"

"uhm i-" he cut he off he sat next to me and he kissed my lips making us lean back and i rolled on top

of his hips and we were kissings so passionatly..

"Jonathan" i said without break apart our make out

session he backed away "yes izzy?" " stop, we cant..uhmm didnt want to talk and besides your drunk" i said worried and i got up off him ..." um yeah im sorry but i really. do need to talk so tell me why faith texted me last night when i was falling asleep with you?"

"oh what did she say? i asked knowing already what she would say.

"she basically said she missed me and she got into rehab 3 months ago and she got out of jail 6 monts ago

and she kept saying she loves me and maddy misses me as well."

"oh well this sh!ts complicated Jonathan like idk what to say you guys were together last year and you loved her with all your heart and things went bad and idk to me i would say good.. its good that you missed me.. but thats just me"

"haha.. okay" he said with a fake chuckle.

he looked into my eyes with a glazing look while i smiled faceing each other..we walked out of my room while he had his arm around my waist..

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Jonathan p.o.v

shes so beautiful, sometimes i think why the hell did i go wit faith when i always had a thing for her ever since she was 14 and i was 15 an i got her pregnant.. and after her miscarriage things changed she never talked to me and she moved schools..

and yesterday was an amazing feeling i finally had a sober moment with her again after we did things when she turned 16 i made a big mistake and got her into smoken with me and drinking alot and i feel like she thinks twice about me i know were not together and i like her and she hopefully changed like i have.

"izzy" i whispered in her ear as i wrapped my hands around her waist and pulling her towards me.." i have to go now, call me tommarow" i said as she turned around faceing each other and she actually leaned and we kissed and i got my keys and i opened the front door heading towards my car..

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*______izzys p.o.v_____*

oh god.. i need to chill off and stop feeling this big attraction towards Jonathan, i need to pack my sh!t call marie and see whats up wit los Angeles and her view on us doen this.... i went to my room into my bathroom and turned on the water, stripping down and hooped into it.

*** 10:00 p.m

i got out with my towel wrapped around meh and i got my phone and called her..** ** "aye mami wuts up" she said," uhm did jose call you and tell up next week and his plan to rob nengo owner at this club in los Angeles because of a drug deal gone wrong and he wants up to kill him." .." oyy mami okay how much we gotta take and whats in return?"

5g and we take 25g"

"aight i gotchu ill get back with you i gotta meet up wit marcos tonight to talk bout this ill hit up tommarow mami-sita"

"alright bye baby" i said hanging up afterwards.

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i got dressed in my yoga pants and my sexy tight purple tank top and started blow drying my long hair..

i herd lulu yelling threw her phone dogging someone... i walk out of my room with curiosity, hmm.."lulu!!, who the fu** you talking to?"

"Emily! she was talking sh!t.."

"oh god" i walked away from her grabbing my cigarettes and grabbing a beer and heading toward my room locking my door and i put my box and beer on the bottom. of my night stand table and i grabbed my quarter of weed that was hidden in a yellow mailing package thing under my mattress and i opened my window turned on my tv.on m.t.v and i started rolling my blunt and smoking and drinking for the rest of the night..

>>>>>>>>the next day

#1:00p.m**

i woke up with the migraine and my eyes still little red, i got up threw away the bud light cans and i cleaned up my mess from yesterday.

i got done cleaning. everything and i got washed up and i have to go to work today at "upscale styles" this salon..... i put on my tight flattening black jeggings and my zip up front zebra shirt and my zebra and black heels and i put up my hair in a curly messy bun with my black bandana, and i did my eyeliner, sprayed my bronzer on and filled my eye brows and put mascara on.. i left the house in a hurry because i also had to meet with marie before i go..**text message** my phone buzzed as i was driving. and i got to a red light and i read it** mami meet me at my house on w45th street now**

i didnt reply as.the light turned green i speeded alittle to get to her place..

***im different yeah im dif-** my phone rang and it was jose"yes?" i asked in curiosity why he called.

*remember what i asked and he better not be alive next week and i want more, kidnapp his wife Lindsay he has a nice storrage of money just fu**en break into to damn house and i need you izzy to kidnapp Lindsay and nengo, and marie i called her she knows what i want like always ,look little bit€# if you screw up you either end up dead or you will be my slave and you will be sold so do as i say, bye."

"goodbye"

my stomach dropped idk what i am going to do im just gonna do it.

***lulu*** ** **"hey baby wuts up" she asked happily because i could hear her boyfriend in the background,"well im going to this job for a big salon promotion in texas im leaving next week on the 30th and ill be back on the 4th i just wanted to call my love and let you know so i wont forget" i said lieing about were i was gonna go. "oh okay, baby i gotta go ill finish this conversation at 6. aight bye mami"

i hung up with a confusion, i arrived at Marie's (marie was one of jose prostitute big time killer and drug dealer i'v know marie since i was 16.)

"hey mami!!" she said in happiness as i walked in the house, "hey!"

" look mami i called for some meth,and cocaine, i need it for 'jose' and my nigga 'nay nay' you got any left from Tuesday?" she.said in frightend

"uhm no girl i layed off those 2 a while ago.. let me see if omar can bring you 3 pounds of both.. girl you owe me"i stated "alright thank you girl, now hurry and go to work and before james sees you mami you know he hates you because you beated his dauhter and left her in the hospital and because of your played his son to"she said with a giggle " alright hit me up later mami bye" i said in a rush to driveing away to my work place...