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"It was pretty cool hanging. out with Jonathan last night" i said talking to Nicole in the kitchen while drinking coffee.

"see i told you!. hes changed ever since faith and him after 2years dating and that really big fight of them and ending up faith gettin charged with harassment and child neglecting , even though it was faiths kid and Jonathan wasnt the biological father he loved that little girl and he was deeply in love with faith after that big fight over her cheating,abuse to Lauren her 4 year old and always arguing with Jonathan and a hella sh!t went on he broke it off becasue she made him go crazy she even got him to buy her heroin and weed and she would smoke it and do all that sh!t when her daughter was with her sister she would even take Lauren her daughter. to her sister for a whole weekend or week just so she could do that sh!t like she was bad she controlled everything he did and she never cared she at times would come to me and ask for my advice and help iv seen him cry at times it was bad, like she left her kid in her room alone for hours so she can go het high with this guy travis which also was the guy she slept with while john. Was working ."

" omg faith was crazy i remembered when i fought her because Jonathan told meh some things she was doen and she was talking sh!t about my family and me shoooot i won and she got her a** beat, but she deserved it but then again Lauren's with her sister because faith is in jail for 2years plus 2 1/2 year probation at 8 month sentence to rehab first" i said to nicole

" oh god izzy"

" its true iv used to at least like Jonathan for 2 years.."

" hes a good guy izzy ad you can tell because o the connection you guys have" she replied.

Thoughts ✨**

***{ all i could think afterwards was that when i first met jonathon when i was 14 and i got pregnant by him but i had a miscarriage thats when i was messing around with him but things change i havent tlk to him it got really. akward because i moved to another. school.

today was when i met and actually talked to him in 2 years;

but i remembered that in those to years of not talking to him i was in and out of juvie, in a gang and it was somewhat like a lifestyle for 3 years and me and his sister were in the same gang and we were addicted. to meth and all we did was smoked weed until she went to rehab and got beat up for leaving the gang and almost killed until i got infront of her and basically saved her from getting brutally beaten because my boyfriend. at that time was the top member and he supposedly loved me while i used him and it was some crazy sh!t.

my teen years i had; my secrets and no one really knew only the ones involved, not even my family or jammie or nicole even knew. ✨✨✨

"hell yeah he is a good guy to girls but idk if hes my type to date"

" it on you take it slow talk things out then when it comes you'll find out if hes a guy yhu would date, baby" she said

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the door opened from the basement. and it was Jonathan he came in the kitchen and gave me and kiss on my forehead and i was leading on the island in the kitchen and he went behind me and pulled meh towards his front of him and he felt up and down my waist and kissing my back and neck since my hair was in a high messy bun.."Jonathan!" i said .. he let goand looked at me with a with a grind " uhm may i help you?" I asked nicely

"chill" he whispered "if yhu want me to stop , just say so" i turned around and kissed him on the cheek ignoring his statement and walking away and going to Nicoles room..

"well..well--" nicole said smiling at me "what?" "what ,girl you know what just happened. in there" whut the fu** happened when i fell asleep in alexs arms?!?" she asked laughing. "nothing we were talking felt like about a couple of ours it was alot of deep conversations and it ended up us kissing and toutching and shoud i have to say anymore we went into my room basicly the one in the basement with the cheetah ducktape door..not yours with the zebra so dont worry but that i always sayd in everytime i come and we ended. up falling asleep nothing more" i said whie she was laughing alittle...

"uuyyy izzy!" she said chuckling (:

"its nothing big really"

"yes because were talking about Jonathan!!"

"i guess" i said blushing

i walked out Nicoles bedroom and opened. the door down stairs. and went into my room and i looked threw my drawer then searched threw it and found my favorite pair of shorts and my black and purple tank top and my Victoria secret 'boyshorts' and look at the open. closet and found my black Jordans and changed into em and i looked in the mirror and i saw a girl who had a secret life and is hiding it from everyone. and small tear fell out and whipped it off and i got mascara that i left here a while ago and fixed u my eyes and whiped of my make-up i had from yesterday and i fixed my messy bun and leaving my hair kind wavy and straight it was really cute actually..

my phone rang *Marcos*

who was one of my gang friends and he usually would call me for something really important "yes?"

"aye mami, you need to come to the.abondo house on w.25th you wont believe who wants to see you and he said if you dont come he will find you an mami it doesnt sound good il be there so is anything. goes bad i got you jammies brother omar is comen with meh dont worry jammie doesnt know.. hurry mami i just enterd the corner of the street" he said in a worry but he had confidence. " alrighy thank you ill be there in 5" i said while hanging. up and grabbing. my keys omg i could say to myself jose. was my ex boyfriend. from years ago the top member an i hope i didnt get caught for basicly. leaving couple months ago but not telling no one.. i closed my door and heading upstairs...

i was heading toward the front door until i forgot bout nicole "nicole.i have to go baby!" i yelled " okay babycakes text meh soon!" she yelled from her room and i turn around bout to opend the door and i feel someone grabbing my waist pulling it slightly back "i see you wont say goodbye" i turn around and see Jonathan with a gorgeous smie and he leans over to kiss meh and i kissed him back "good bye" i said without. breaking the kiss..

we let go after a.coupe long seconds and i left and driving to w.25th...

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