My secret lifee

6~

after conferencing with him and marie till 2:45 am. while making deals with him.

me and marie left the room.

i pulled out my phone and got 1 missed call from Jonathan and jamie,marc.

*jamie*-"hey babydoll im comen home.tommarow or should i say today at 1a.m pick me up at Ridgewood airport,sharpe.

xoxo love you!"

i quickly replyed*-"alright ill be there."

it was about 2:50 a.m. and i was.exhausted i called Jonathan, lead to voicemail and texted marc-"bae ill talk to you tommarow im really tired"

marie glanced at me "yes?" i asked

"oh nothing..nothing. at all other then we did great today" she said.

i pulled down my flag off my face to kissed her on the cheek as we quickly rushed out the place with our bandana back on..***

as we got to the car parked close to the exit marie opened her trunk and i got my things threw them in the passenger side an marie closed her trunk with a smerk getting in the car as i got in the back seats.

i pulled of my dress and she drove off out of the back ally. and quickly put on my shirt and up pulled on my knee length sweats and i took off my heels and put on my shoes and my sweater and i folded the dress and place them next to me,in the mean time marie drove to a near side parking and i got out the back and went onto the passenger side leaving the door opened until i realize marie got out the car and went to my door and she got ontop of meh kissing me like never before untill i pulled away giveing her a disapproval look.

"i apologize izzy i got carried away i mean you looked to attractive and beautiful i couldnt help myself"she said in a apologetic voice.

"its alright now come on before lulu finds out im not there. then freaks" i said as she walked back opening the door and driving off in such arush with blasting music on, she pulled out a mild' and she gave me one as i lite it up i thought about what my life would be like if i wasn't. in a gang and lived a thug life and not lieing to the ones i care about but i got use to it for the past 3 years and beside um turning 19 in 6 months and i hope things will change alittle.

as the.wind.blew on my face and the smoke as well all i could think of was los Angeles and how the hell i was gonna kill somebody. over a drug dealing and lies and saving my leader and his brother "marie did you know this sh!ts crazy right?"

"about?"

"this like what were doing next week what weve.doen today and everything within. my 5 years and 3 years in this gang"

well niña' you decided 5 years ago so

somthing and this is what you chose didnt you, you wanted to be in this gang your stayn like iv been there hell Mami' look at al the sh!t jose put me threw for being with you and not following his orders i could of have been dead by now if i didnt sleep with him years ago and look even for dating you, not to get me wrong we were perfect but not for jose you wanted to be with him at first you first date a gang leader knowing you could get killed. fall inlove with him play him and there you go he wilk do anything..its jose were talking about. hes very cautious,controlling manipulative,douche-bag.and you knew what was the gang life was sinc eyou were 14 "girl" 14- itt may be.crazy but trust me for you .you got the easy part wait and step in my shoes and well see babydoll. im not trying to make you upset or anything but its the truth and you know it."she.said in a preaching voice.

'it true.. life does change for either the good or bad and mine well both' i thought to myself.

as we finished off our deep conversation she stoped the car 4 house from my house..

"well ill see you next week izzy" she.said ccalmly.

"yep, alright ill see you later goodnight" i said as i opened. the car door and stepped out walked down the street, were.it felt like 30°F, it was pretty cold and cool.

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i got to my window outside seeing my whole room and.i slide the window. up and i crawled in my bedroom closeing the.window shut and locked ..i closed my curtains. together i took of my sweater an nikes and i jumped in my bed ,turning of the light,charging my phone and falling deep asleep..

~~~~the next day.~~~*afternoon**

i was in the basketball court playing hoop from down the street.

"haha,what now i won and i got 14 out of 10" i said bragging to marc as i took the ball from his.hands shooting thw ball with a slight fail,as i was running from marc he grabed my hips and i stopped only hearing his deep voice say"why you running,you scared?" she said with his big smerk on his face.

"nawh,why should i mean were talking about you there nothings scarey"i said,in a teasing smile & walked away dribbling the ball until i saw Jonathan walking down the street with this blonde girl she looked actually pretty i nodded my head with a small smerk and got back to my game with marc.

#**** 1 hour later~*~*~**

marc came and took my ball and shot with a perfect aim,i playfully punched him. as i watched him take of his shirt and his delicious body was so appealing to me it was the sexiest thing his luscious light bronze and his georgious green eyes and his sexy short spikey Mohawk and his cute lip ring he looked like a 'sex god'

i was amazed he came up to me a

and i wrapped my hands around him as he holded on my waist pull me up and he kissed my lips so fabulously i wanted more but i didnt because,iv always loved to tease him. i got down and i walked to the bum pulling my hair into a high pony-tail and looking into my phone and i noticed sombodys calling me from a unknown number **"hello?"i asked

"stay away from marc little b*t*h i know who you are."she sounded familiar.

"hahaha uyy girl you funny show me im a lil b*t*h then im at the basketball court, you like to call and talk sh!t bout come on do something". i said seriously

"oh hun i will"she said then hung up i shook my head and turned. around "aye marc come here real quick" i asked.

he walked up to meh trying to kiss my neck until i slightly pushed him away.

"so this wierd girl called me about you to stay away and sh!t and she called me a bi**h so i told her ill be here all day and sh!t so.." i said

"dam, there helly ho*s out there they just sawdy because i dont want them. i just hope it wasnt ashely she my ex she was crazy foreal i cant deal with drama crazy girls she would be tripping out of know were bout small sh!t but dont listen to whoever it was babygirl" he said as he kissed my forehead and i looked at him smiling as i put my legs on his thighs. i glanced again on my phone and noticed it was 7 i quickly got up" i gotta go marc uhm text meh?" i said then i stood on my tippy toes and game him a kiss on the cheek and quickly walked down the street to my house..