Noah and just Noah

Diary pt2

(You're pov)
Month 13
Well, I'm back to square one. I have no boyfriend. AGAIN! Maybe I should just stay single for a while, and think for myself. But guess what? Mills got drugged at a party here in LA, she is not hurt and luckily she did not get to second base with him. She is scared that Jake will get mad at her because she almost has sex with a guy she does not know. I am starting college tomorrow, I am going to UPenn. It's in Pennsylvania, so I am on a plane right now. My dorm is all setup, everything is the except for me. Also, I and Madi are
Roommates!
-Y/n

Month 14
Well, I just found out that Noah goes to the same fucking college as me. Honestly, I don't care too much anymore because I know the campus is huge and I will most likely not see him again. Well until filming comes around, should I go to that one spot he said? Probably not. Jack texted me yesterday and told me that he wants me back, and much he loves me. I just left him on read because I don't want to deal with him anymore. We weren't meant to be anyways.
-Y/n

Month 15
The duffers and I just had a call about season 5. It was just to make sure that I was cast and stuff. Tonight there is going to be a huge party and I and Madi were supposed to go but... we both have Covid right now so we can't. Gaten is going to come to visit me next month because we have not seen each other in forever. I miss him a lot, I and him were never closest on set but now we are closer. Not like the date type just the friend's type. Sadie just came out with a new movie and David is in the process of making a comedy show. Jessie and Madi and I are still friends but Jessie goes to a community college in LA so it's not like we can still go on late-night drives or anything anymore. :(
-Y/n

Month 16
Gaten is here. And I just found out that he going to hang out with  Noah tomorrow. He asked if I wanted to come but I said that I have volleyball practice so I don't have to see him. I miss Noah but the sad part is, is the fact I still like him. Yup, I still love Noah Schnapp, how could I not? He is way over me by now, it has been like 1 year and like 2 months now. Madi has a crush on Gaten and it's so cute though. I thought mad has a crush on this other guy she met at a party but I guess not.
-Y/n

Month 17
Madi and Gaten are dating! I'm so happy for both of them, and now Gaten can come to UPEN more. Volleyball season is over now so I have nothing to do. I don't need a job... But it couldn't hurt to get one. I think I am going to try and get a job at Starbucks across the street. Millie, Sadie, and I are all planning to go to the Bahamas in 3 weeks. Can't wait!!!!
-Y/n

(Noah's pov)

Month 18
Omg, km. The school has been taking up so much of my time I barely have any. Do not go to school it's probably the worst mistake you can ever make. I don't even want a stupid fucking degree, it point less. All I want is to go back to when I was 16 when we were filming. When I had y/n. It's so stressful knowing that I and her go to the same school and I don't even talk to her. Ugh!!!
-Noah

Month 19
I can not stop thinking about you. I am failing my classes because of it. I just need to see her, I just need to wrap my arms around her. She made me feel safe and normal. I need y/n.
-Noah

(You're pov)

Month 20
I'm in LA right visiting my mom, and Jessie. Jessie is talking me to some party tonight. Can't fucking wait. I can not get Noah off my mind, how hard or long I try he is always there. When filming starts again I'm going to pray to god that I will not make the same mistake of losing him. I love that man, and I would do anything to spend the rest of my life with him.
-Y/n

Month 21
I'm currently in film class rn, honestly wish I did not have to take this class but I do if I want to be serious about acting. I have been wishing that Noah would someday knock on my door how he used to, and run in and hug me. I miss him so much. I will never be the person I am today if it weren't for him, I just am so thankful for what he thought me when I was 16.
-Y/n

Month 22
It's me again. I don't have much to say now, not much is going on. All that has been happening is preparing for filming. Madi and Gaten are still going strong. I think when I leave for filming she is going to come with me. That would be cool because she gets along with everyone, well I don't know about Noah yet but I bet she will. I am over the roof to see him again I can't wait anymore!
-Y/n

Month 23
I'm in LA right now, visiting my mom. Jessie is actually in Florida right now. His family vacations there all the damn time. I can't wait to speed up all my time with mills, and Sadie:)). My mom is very nervous about it but I literally can't wait.
-Y/n

Month 24
Today is it, it's the day that I have to go see Noah at the last place I saw him. I love him so much and hope he is still the same. I am at the airport right now with Madi. I am going to put my stuff in my room that is with Noah, then I'm going to wait at that spot until tomorrow.
-Y/n