Chapter 2

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"Stop it, and go have fun", I laugh to Ben as he sticks to my side.

"I don't know, I want to celebrate us being official band with you." He smiles.

"Just go", I smile and push him away.

He walks away, then Danny comes up. "How about we celebrate, like we did last night", he smiles and leans in close.

I put my hand on his chest, "Danny, stop bothering me, and go find a whore that'll fuck you." I say with a smirk.

He smirks too and grabs my hand, "everyone here is too average", he says and kisses me.

I grab his jaw, and pull him back, "take no for an answer", I say and push past him and grab a beer and walk around the house looking for something to do, when I overhear Danny and Ben.

"Just try it, it's fucking amazing", says Danny.

"I don't know, I mean smoking weed, and drinking is fine, but cocain?" slurs Ben.

"Come on, I know your just saying no to put up a good example to Sophie, she's old enough to go by on her own decisions, now have fun." Says Danny more urgently.

"Alright, it's not like I'll get attached again." Says Ben.
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I hear a cough and Ben and Danny laugh.

I open the door and I see Ben with barely visible white smudge under his left nostril, 3 lines of cocain and one not really a line.

"What the fuck Ben?" I say and walk over to him, "what the hell is that!" I say and grab his jaw and look at his nose.

"Calm the fuck down, it's not your nose it's going up", says Danny with a laid back tone.

I turn to him, "Ben's already been through this, he doesn't need this!" I say and turn back to Ben.

"Danny's right, it's my choice." He says defensively, "you don't get to rule my life anymore."

"Yeah, and every rock band either needs a drug or alcohol addiction." Says Danny with a smile.

I look at him, "yeah, you guys already had a fucking alcohol addiction", I say.

"Don't be mad at him", says Ben, "this was my decision."

I look at him a moment, "fine, want to destroy your life for an hour of good time, do it, I won't be around to watch." I say and turn and leave.

I haven't seen Ben, Danny, James, Sam, or Cameron since until now.
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"Mummy, I can't find my shoes." Says my beautiful daughter Leah.

"Did you look in your closet?" I ask with a smile.

Her face brightens, "no, maybe they'll be there!" she says excitedly.

I smile as she runs to her room and I hear, "found em'!"

"Okay sweetie, but hurry we'll be late for your first day." I call and grab my car keys and phone and wait by the front door.

She runs down the hallway with her brown loose curly hair wiggling.

I hand her her backpack and we walk out the door to my soccer mom car.

She gets in the back and I get into the front.

"Mummy, I want to watch the wiggles!" she repeats.

My phone rings, "hold on, mum has to use the phone." I say but she continues.

"Hello?" I say.

"Sophie?" asks a voice I hoped I'd never have to hear for more than 5 years.

"What Danny?" I ask.

"MUMMY!" says Leah in her monster voice.

"Hold on Leah", I say and press the phone on my shoulder so Danny couldn't hear us.

"Who's that?" asks Danny.

I sigh, "it's not important, what do you want?"

"Ben actually wanted me to call." Says Danny and I hear a shuffling and Danny say, "Ben just take it."

"Hello?" I ask as I pull out so Leah wasn't late for school.

I roll down my window for fresh air and Ben answers, "Sophie?"

"Yes?"

I'm about to cross a street when a guy cuts me off, "what the hell you fucking cunt!" I scream, I know I have bad road rage.

"Hugh! MUMMY DONT SAY THAT!" yells Leah as she looks at me accusingly.

"I'm sorry sweetie" I say and look back at the road.

"You're a mother?" asks Ben.

"Yeah, I called you, but I guess you were to shitfaced to even remember the call." I say and Leah squints her eyes at me in a funny way for cussing.

"Hold on I say and set my phone down.

"Have a good day at school, honey", I say as she unbuckles, "and what do we do and not do?"

"I wait for you, and don't get in a car with someone unless they use the password", she says and leans foreword and looks both way and cups her hands and whispers me the 'password', "pinch tigger."

I nod, "good, I love you." I say and she hugs me.

She leaves and then I remember Ben, "hello?"

"Well I was going to say you're invited to a party tonight, not that you haven't been before, it's just that you never picked up for me before."

"I've grown up Ben, the only time I drink now is when Leah's at a sleep over or at mum and dads."

"Well maybe mum and dad will take her tonight." Says Ben.

"That's a no." I say.

"Okay, well who's the father?" he asks.

"That's not important." I say and drive to work.

"You do know, don't you?"

"Yes Ben, lets just say the father is a no good drunk", I sigh.

"Well who is it?"

"You don't need to know, if you want come by to my house and you can actually meet Leah."

"Ok, but I got to go, Danny and I have to go sign autographs." He says.

"Bye." I say and hang up.

So Sophie had a kid! she grew up too, well sorta, but anywho how'd you c****s like this chapter?! And holy fuck, I haven't uploaded in forever!

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