You were my safe place

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Porsche is standing outside Kinn's room... It's been a week... Porsche hasn't seen Kinn While one of Kinn's bodyguards informs them he is not allowed to go inside.

They were in a huge fight, but even then Kinn never prohibited Porsche from entering his room.

There is nothing Porsche can do... If Kinn wants to be alone, sure.
He was about to leave when the door to Kinn's room opened.

Everything stops, Porsche can't breathe he can't move... He just stares at the scene.
A famous actor is being escorted out of Kinn's room...  one Who Kinn use to spend his nights with. It's been years, to be exact 5 years Porsche hasn't seen any of them around After Kinn and Porsche got together.

The actor looks at Porsche almost looking guilty And leaves. Porsche still standing there frozen... Porsche doesn't know why but he is heading towards Kinn's room, he didn't care anymore about anything. He opens the door. The room is empty... The bed is a mess the glass window is covered in its marks. Kinn is probably in the shower.

Porsche feels a strange pain in his chest... His breaths feel heavy... He is not crying though. He will hate himself forever if he breaks down crying now... He will die before he lets Kinn see him weak and crying because he fucked one of his boys.

Few maids enter the room, probably to clean... To erase all the marks and the scent of the boy which is still lingering in their room.

Porsche leaves before. He doesn't want to see Kinn now or maybe he never wants to see him again.

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The next morning

Porsche is in the minor family house now... Getting ready...He would normally skip these kinds of deals and let someone else take care of it... Not a safe pace for Porsche the head of the minor family to be in.

But nothing seems to matter anymore. Porsche will not hurt himself not for someone who couldn't even respect him or their relationship enough to not cheat.

But he needs something to do... To keep him busy, to take his mind off things... And what's better than taking on a challenge?
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Kinn doesn't know why he did that... Well, he was angry at Porsche, but that doesn't justify anything. He cheated on Porsche just because he was angry or maybe he was just looking for an excuse. But now he regrets it he does.
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The truth is that he didn't call Arthid that day... Arthid needed some help from Kinn.
Kinn was alone has been feeling lonely without Porsche... They had a huge fight right before Porsche had to go to Singapore for some work.

They kept talking and having few drinks together... And as Arthid tried to kiss Kinn he didn't stop him, Kinn wasn't full wasted or anything. He felt guilty but he couldn't deny the beauty of the actor who was now on his lap fully making out with him. Soon he let himself go and be taken over by the actor.

The guilt was killing himself alive... How did he he do such a thing... He loved Porsche, he could even sacrifice himself for Porsche. But he messed up he did the worst thing he could... He took away Porsche pride and safe place.
He was with someone in the same room Porsche would feel the safest in.

He heard that Porsche was here yesterday, he knew Porsche saw everything.
He doesn't know what to do, he feels like he has no right to go and say sorry. That would be Kinn being the biggest asshole ever, fucking someone else at night and then going to say sorry in the morning.

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