The deal with the new supplier didn't go as planned and there was a small fight.
Few bullets here as there... Not a place I was supposed to be... I don't even think these guys knew I was the head of the minor family. Coz why will he ever be at such a risky place when the deal wasn't that important or a huge one?
But long story short...I got shot in my left arm. Well fuck.
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I didn't know how to face Porsche after what happened but I will have to face him, I don't wanna lose him, I will do anything and everything for his forgiveness. To make things right again.
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I see Kinn waiting at the front door, cigarette in his hand... Leaning on his car. He is now looking in my direction as I open the car door. As soon as I get out of the car his eyes change, he looks concerned and scared looking at my blood-soaked shirt.
That fact that Kinn is worried and scared after he saw my left hand covered in blood... just like before when he cared for me.
It pisses me off seeing him running towards me, worried and scared. Scared of what? That he fucked someone else in our bed last night or who knows how many nights or how many times... Or that I m bleeding. It's like I don't even know who he is anymore... Not the Kinn I once loved.
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As soon as Porsche gets out of the car, I panicked and ran to him holding his injured arm lightly to see how deep the bullet wound is. He moves his hand away from my touch " oh that's nothing a little carelessness on my part. what is Khun Kinn doing here standing in standing outside my home, did something happen while I was away" he is giving me those big curious eyes acting as if nothing happened.
" I think you should go take care of your wound first I can wait " I didn't want to talk to him here in front of everyone and with him bleeding like that. I will play along for now.
" Sure " he looks at one of his bodyguards " take Khun Kinn to the meeting room" and he leaves. The coldness and unfamiliarity in his voice, the way he is hiding from me, I have never seen this Porsche and it scares me...How far away is he from me, will I ever be able to get my Porsche back? Will he ever forgive me?
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Porsche was never someone weak, he always had to be the stronger one. His biggest weakness and the most precious person, the one he has lived and stayed so strong for throughout his life, is his little brother.
Chay is the most guarded and safest ever with The whole minor and major family keeping him secure. There is Kim by Chay's side too.
Knowing Chay is gonna live a secure life filled with all the things he could ever wish for Chay. Made him want to be the best, Work even harder. Porsche is the strongest most powerful person almost in line with Kinn.
Yes, he lost it a little after what happened yesterday, letting himself be in such a dangerous place was stupid so stupid.
Seeing Kinn with another like that. Porsche couldn't think straight he just wanted to feel something else other than the pain he was experiencing, imagining Kinn with someone else in their room on his bed. Porsche just wanted a little distraction. To forget everything. At least for a little bit.
Kinn is the only other person he ever loved and valued this much after Chay.
He is hurt, he is broken but you would never know if Porsche didn't want you to see through him. No one would ever see how much he is hurting and how broken he is. If he wanted to hide it, he will make sure to hide it the best from Kinn.
