[ - joshua hong - ]
We've just finished practicing so all of us are just laying down on the floor, staring up onto the ceiling. It was then Jeonghan decided to speak up
"Do you think she's able to fulfill her promise to buy us drinks for HOT ?" he suddenly asked which couldn't help but made me want to break down so badly
"Honestly when is she gonna come back. I missed her" Jeonghan added
"Don't we all ?" Vernon responded
"I badly wanted her to rest back then but now that she is, I'm not feeling well about it" said Seungkwan as he pursed his lips
"I just wished that I could turn back the time to be there for her when she needed me the most" I uttered
"Shua stop. You can't keep on blaming yourself over it. You seriously did nothing wrong. None of us did" said Seungcheol
"But then, why is my heart so heavy just by thinking of it ?" said Jihoon
"Okay okay stop with the blaming party. None of us expected this to happen and none of us are at fault okay ? It wasn't her fault either. It just happened so let's just put it behind us and move on for now" said Wonwoo
"I've lost my mother and did I asked for it ? No. It's the same with this situation so let's not blame anyone. Not ourselves, not others" he added
"Let's go out for a while to get some fresh air. WE gotta clear our minds off of these. She wouldn't like it." said Wonwoo as he got up
We agreed and we left after getting permissions to take a long break for today
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Darl+ing • Joshua ✓
Fanfiction"You know without you I'm so lonely" - Joshua Written by Minty Started on 3rd July 2022 Ended on 18th September 2022 Published on 18th September 2022 based on the song "Darl+ing" by SEVENTEEN
