"Well, I wouldn't bully you, i actually really like you." I said without thinking, damn! That sounds gay!!! He blinked a couple of times, i shouldve known... i can't say shit like that around people like this! Theyll take it the wrong way, theyve seen much shit!!!!
"Yeah, I like you too." He said, his cheeks turning a reddish color. Whats this feeling?!?!?!? Am i dying?!? Am i having a stroke!??! No... it cant be...
"BAD THOUGHTS, BAD THOUGHS!!!!" I got up quickly and ran to the door.
"Dude whats wrong??" He looked at me confused, but i knew i had to get out of there.
"I UH, UMM, I HAVE EBOLA!!!!!" I was utterly shocked, im gay??!?! GAY?!??!?! This cant be... I CANT HANDLE THIS RIGHT NOW!
"But dude, you were acting fine just a second ago." I then immediately started coughing, i quickly told him that it just hit me and i ran out of his house.
"Oh, where are you going Alex?" I heard his mom say, I couldnt speak to anyone, i have to process this. THAT EMO GUY MADE ME GAY!!! I ran to my house and didnt even greet my grandparents, i just ran to my room and shut the door.
"Honey, whats wrong, whats going on?" My grandma knocked at my door and slowly opened it.
"I-Is it weird to feel... Things about guys??? Like i mean, i like a dude like i like a hot girl.. And like i mean a tanned hot ripped athletic girl, its that bad." My grandma sat down next to me and held my hand.
"No, its not weird sonny boy. Youre gay." Its true, i am gay. I cant deny it, ever since i saw that book ive been looking at men differently. Like, man that dude is hot, and man, that emo guy is- OK NEVERMIND.
"Im... gay.???" It all started to make sense, i mean how i felt different all my life.
-Middle school-
"Alex!! You up for watching my basketball tomorrow night?" Chase said running up to me.
"No, i gotta hang out with Eli today." He looked disappointed.
"Cmon Alex, you always hang out with Eli, hes not that cool. I know, you guys can just both come to the my game!!! Problem solved!" But i really just want to hang out with Eli, and not have middle aged guys yelling in my ear. But i guess itd be weird to say no.
So that night me and Eli went to the basketball court early, to see Chase do his practice shots. During that night, i was super tired and fell asleep after the game.
"Damn bro, should we wake him up? Its already like 8pm." I heard vaguely, its 8pm???
"Its finee, i can probably just drag him to my moms car and have a sleepover." Just then I woke up from Eli dragging me across the floor, didnt attempt to pick me up, didnt attempt to do anything.
"I can walk by myself Eli thank you very much." I got up and ran to his moms car "Shotgun hehehehahahaha!!!" I heard him say bitch and went to sit down. Eventually we were at his house, and he had already built a pillow fort.
"I know, youre impressed, my pillow fort skills are just so awesome." He chuckled, i decided to sit down and remembered i had something i had bought from barnes and nobles in my bag! Dick fight island!!!!
"Check this out Eli, me and Sam got it at barnes and nobles." Eli sat down and peered into my bag.
"Bro, is that gay manga??? Hell yeah let's read it." I picked up the book and admired it for a second, i cant believe i actually got this shit. We flipped to the first page and it seemed normal until the next one. I should've gotten heartstopper.
"Broooooo, is this what gay people do?!???! How is he sticking that in ther-" I cut him off by laughing too hard, i guess sex ed didnt explain this shit.
"Look dude, its not that complicated, you're a dimwit." After reading the whole book, we were traumatized.
"Dude, i think we should just go to sleep and forget about that forever." He said with his eyes widened, i agreed and so we turned off the flashlight and fell asleep. But secretly a part of me thought the book was actually good, of course i could never tell my friends this. It was too embarrassing for the time.
FLASSSSHHHHBACCKKKKKK over
"I should've known... I'm sorry for not telling you sooner grandma." I felt like a new person, i found myself at this moment. My grandma praised me and left my room, my life isn't going to be a lie anymore. I felt an urge to see Sebastian at that moment, but just then i heard someone tapping on my window. It was Sebastian!!! I opened my window and Sebastian climbed in.
"You couldve used the door." I said while he tracked some snow in, good thing my rug is like right there.
"I guess so but the author decided to do this sooooo." Sebastian took off his jacket and searched around my room, wait... OMG HES IN MY ROOM!!! But just then i realized that he had found dick fight island in my bookcase!!
"So, what is this??? Care to explain, straight jock boy??" He held up the book, right in my face. I snatched from him and frantically explained.
"It was a stupid gag from middle school, its nothing important, its not like i like it or anything." I dont know why I still have the book, i shouldve thrown it away, for plot reasons i did not.
"Then why do you still have it genius??? If it was a one time thing why would you keep it here for years???" I simply said because its funny and i guess he bought it... not. Just then Sebastian pulled out a book, dark love volume 2.
"Are you sure that you dont want to read dark love volume 2??? Its right here." He said cunningly, hes going to make me reveal that i actually like dick fight island!!! I sighed and decided to tell him everything about my gay crisis. He was in shock, but he looked like he knew it, that bastard.
"Wow... Bro it really wasnt obvious." I told him to shut up and turned away, i couldnt bear to look him in the eyes after i said all that.
"Well you know Alex im gay too." LIKE I DIDNT KNOW THAT!!! I felt like dying at that time, but now i realize it was probably for the better.
"Yknow, even though i just met you a couple days ago... I think that im really warming up to you." He grinned, I didnt really see him smile often so it was kinda weird to witness.
"O-oh yeah, me too.!" I stammered, nervously. He put his hand on my hand, and i turned to face him "W-what are you doing?!?!?" I locked eyes with him and blushed immensely, this can't be happening right now!
"I-i think ive fallen in love with you Alex..." He gripped my hand tightly and smiled.
"I think I love you too..." I looked away and he leaned in closer.
"Only pay attention to me... Alex." He pulled my face closer to his and kissed me before quickly blushing and stopping. I put my hands on his waist and pushed my lips against his; his lips were soft and warm... I felt like I never wanted to pull away, but of course we had to gasp for air.
"I uhm, ill talk to you tomorrow Alex..." He took his jacket and bolted out my window, what just happened?????? I couldnt help but put my fingers over my lips, as i laid down on my bed.
YOU ARE READING
Stardew Valley-Star Struck Love (Alex x Sebastian)
FanficA new kid arrived at Stardew valley, Alex's interest was piqued, so he went to see who it was. But one thing leads to another and he's on his bed reading some kind of gay shit, what happened exactly? Read to find out (lazy fuck).
