Sometime during march 2015

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So this was a little note that I was going to send to a few of my main internet friends ... Um that's basically it (so this is the first entry in the ranting thread of my notes)
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And Uh... I guess since we are on this sad depressing topic i thought that it might be a time for me to say something that I did last week... I haven't told anyone and idk but I guess your the closest people that I've got to tell that aren't my mom or dad (I'm not even close with them tbh, I don't tell them much about me nowadays) so.. I have this little desk in my room and I keep a lot of my crafts and other random crap like that on it too so that would include my exact-o knife and um well I was feeling really depressed and suicidal (sad depressed is a mental disorder!! But who knows it might have been depression cause no one bothers checking -.-) so I- well im not really sure what to call it since I never broke my skin or anything but the thing that scares me is the fact that I enjoyed the pain and how it felt when I ran my fingers on top of the scratches... i donno what to think, I did that three times last week but not since Wednesday... idk /.\
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(Wow what an ending! So poetic and inspirational!)
(Yo this is so cringe reading back holy fuc)

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