Sleeping meant... living
Living all that I didn't when I was awake.
It was torturous seeing myself act like a robot: following Pol and Wade into the van mindlessly
No... I wasn't seeing myself. I was myself. I was living the dream in first person.
But I couldn't move, what a surprise.
I laid on the back of the van for what felt like half an hour. Was I out for this long?
After I closed my eyes for a second, I was awoken in a familiar alley by the dreaded phrase...
"GET EM!"
I saw Wade jump out of hiding and headlock one of the guards.
"SHANE, MOVE!" he said while the guards were still shocked. Hadn't their Sloth instincts kicked in?
I wanted to stay hidden. I didn't want to fight
Not like it mattered.
I saw myself in my own body jumping and punching a man in the face, getting hit by the butt of his gun, and falling on the floor. The guard made a motion to aim at me but was quickly interrupted by Pol...
shooting the man
No, no way...
Did the man who challenged the guards to a rock paper scissors match just shoot them?
I didn't want to see it, but I had no choice. Blood was spilling from the guard's left leg as he let out the most blood-curdling sound I've ever heard
I pulled out my weapon and...
bang
He laid still.
Death...
I wanted to scream. That was a human being. The blood. I didn't have to do it. We could have negotiated. I'm guilty.
Stray thoughts couldn't pull me out of what I was seeing when I slept, though. I was being forced to see what I had done.
Why did I. How could I not retain control? I had built up all my courage for nothing.
WHY WAS THIS HAPPENING!? I'M SUPPOSED TO LIVE A CALM LIFE, SO WHY CAN'T I!? WHERE DID I GO WRONG!?
No matter how hard I struggled, my eyes were glued to the scene.
I FOUGHT! I FOUGHT BACK AGAINST MY SIN, SO WHY DIDN'T IT WORK?
The second guard who was free hit Pol in the stomach with the side of his pistol.
I miss my home... my calm life. But it was taken away from me.
Pol was kneeling in pain and Wade had been knocked out in the struggle. By the time I stood up to aim at the guards, I was on my own.
Why me? Why...?
I quickly drew my gun but I was shut down by the guards shooting me in the
The pain detonated in a second. It felt as if my flesh was being drilled. If this was just a dream why did it hurt so bad? It felt like my whole foot was burning at a thousand degrees.
It's the first time I've been hurt past being punched by people at school or Wade. It was so painful I couldn't do anything but focus entirely on it.
I fell onto the ground and the guards carried Wade, Pol, and me into the building.
This time I was blacking out with blood on my hands.
The pain. The screams. The red.
It's...
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Tinted Glass
AksiSloth, Wrath, Pride, Envy, Gluttony, Greed, Lust The world has been a corrupt pit for as long as Shane can remember. Everyone has their thoughts and actions influenced by the seven deadly sins, shown by the color of their eyes. The city of Iris wher...