❣︎𝐵𝑇𝑆 𝑂𝑛𝑒𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑡𝑠 18+❣︎

𝗜𝗻𝘀𝗲𝗰𝘂𝗿𝗲: 𝐾𝑖𝑚 𝑁𝑎𝑚𝑗𝑜𝑜𝑛 1/2

You and your best friend Namjoon was in the kitchen. You were cooking and he was watching you while sitting on a stool. You two have been best friends since middle school and you have a crush on him, but you have a boyfriend now. Don't worry You didn't tell him yet. You just wanted to find someone else because you know it's impossible to be together. Your a baker and he's a music producer. He has over 15million followers on YouTube and more on Instagram, he's a real artist and you've always been there beside him to support him in the things he does.

You and your boyfriend have been together for over 2 years and sometimes you can feel that he's getting tired of you. And he cheats on you. But you say none thing because you fear being alone. He tells you mean things... really mean things but you didn't tell Namjoon because you don't want him to worry a lot. You'll have none thing if you leave Chris. He's your everything. You love him, A LOT. And he says that he loves you too but you know it's a lie. He talks down on you and sometimes hit you, but he never does it in front of anyone though. Especially Namjoon, I mean cmon..... he's GIANT and BUFF. He's a mutant.

You were cooking Bibimbap for you, Namjoon and Chris and Namjoon was reading a book.

"Uhh...... Angel?"you called and he keep reading

"Angel?"you turned around and he keeps reading

You go up to him and take his book softly. He looks at you and you smile shyly.

"Dude! You didn't hear me calling you?"you say and he laughs

Damn those dimples....

"Sorry, I was just caught up in the book"he say and push his glasses up and you smile

"Is it good?"you ask and he nods

You hear the front door open and know it's Chris. Just as you give Namjoon's book back, Chris comes into the kitchen. You look at him and smile. He looks at you up and down then turn to Namjoon.

"Oh your here again?"he mumbles and you frown

"Excuse me?"Asked Namjoon as he raised his eyebrow

"Why can't he be here?"you ask and he looks at you

"Because he's always here. Every day, we don't even spend time with each other anymore"he say and you gasp silently

"Don't blame that on him. You don't even be here half of the month nor nights. You stay out to party with your stupid friends. At least he cares about me. Unlike someone...."you say and he scoffs

"Wow. Really??!! Okay, yeah take his side"

"I will"you nod and walk towards the stove to turn it off

"What are you cooking?"he ask and you shrug

"Y/n"he calls and you take one of the plates from the top cabinet

"Y/n I know you here me calling you"

"I hear you. Talk. I'm listening"you say as you fix the plate of Bibimbap

You finish and then you set the plate in front of Namjoon and he whispers a soft thank you.

"Are you serious?"Said Chris and you look at him dumbfounded

"What?"you ask and he looks at you

"So now your giving him our groceries??"he say and you smile

"Our? Babe.... You don't even pay for the light bill nor do you buy the food and you want to say our? No no no, I'm giving him my groceries" you say and he scoffs

"Your getting fat. How about go for a walk later huh?"

You knew what he was doing. He knew your weaknesses. He knew you were afraid of not being accepted. He knew you were afraid of gaining a lot of weight to the point you can't even walk.

You look down at your thighs.

"I wouldn't look down if I were you. Your thighs are giant"he says and your eyes get teary

Well..... you don't have a thigh gap. Was it true?

"No"you look up to the voice

Namjoon looks up from his book and a slight of red showed on his cheeks. You gulped and He looks at you.

"Your beautiful" he say and you blush

"Haha, you must be out of your f*cking mind if you think that's beautiful"Says Chris

"Actually maybe I am out of my f*cking mind and if I am?, it's because of her but that's none of your business but why the f*ck are you talking to your girlfriend that way? Don't you love her?"