What, the, hell, was, I thinking!?
I couldn't just kiss Kagi-kun like that!? Is that harassment!? I got way ahead of myself. It's clear he didn't like it. Especially since he pushed me away.
"Hirano-san.. I didn't mean to... push you away like that."
Ugh, is he trying to make excuses? He doesn't need to hide the fact he's mad at me. I know that already.
"Look, it's alright if you didn't want me to do that, you don't need to lie."
Kagiura's eyes starts to puff up little by little, and his face starts to flow with tears, like a river.
"Ka...Kagiura..?"
"Why the fuck would I hate you just for a kiss!? Why would I hate you after everything you had done for me! You always treated me with care... you treated me like I was important to you, like I was yours..., and clearly you were important to me too! You'd think a stupid kiss would make me hate you!? That's the bare minimum you could do to make me despise you. "
"Then why... why did you push me away!? I wasn't able to return your feelings, but I never tried to run away from them! Are you too afraid to accept my feelings for you too!?"
The room was silent, we were both speechless. The only thing we could do is stare at each other's reflection in our eyes. And focus on the sound of the rain, going gradually heavier and faster.
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hirano to kagiura - 2 years after (on hiatus till i get an idea)
Fiksi PenggemarAfter Kagiura Akira and Hirano Taiga gone their separate ways, Hirano couldn't help but feel uneasy, how could this be?
