My Vampire Or My Boyfriend

17

I don't know what to do, I feel like I'm in a tornado of feelings... I don't know if I should keep it up with Alex or start fresh with Sebastian!

As I was lost in my thoughts Alex mumbled "Eat!"

After some hugs and checking up fully on Alex I went back home changed and went out... I need to see him! I need to Sebastian eventhough I don't know what to say! Oh hi Sebastian I want both of you?! That's so messed up.

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Sebastian's POV:

I'm not mad or jealous, it's just I didn't like how he is using her caring side.

Why I even care this much? She is nothing to me...

I was driving back home and not focusing at all, zooming in couple of times and lost in my thoughts.

Mom didn't really seem happy to see me once I pulled over by the house and she was waiting me on the porch.

"Should I go back?" I asked pulling her in a hug.

"Till when you going to keep taking responsibility for others? What about you? What about your studies? I know you are a vampire now, but what about me? You promised me to keep living your life as a human being!" Mom blamed in a sad tone.

"This isn't the right time mom! I'm too tired for your lectures now" I replied entering the house.

"What are you doing here?" I asked Renee when I first saw her sitting on the couch as if she lives here.

"If you didn't hang up on me and turned your phone off I wouldn't come!" She replied smiling sarcastically.

"Can you please leave? I'm tired and I want to sleep" I ordered her leaving upstairs.

"He is so off today! Bash!" Mom yelled.

"Stop treating people like this... Talk to the girl and figure your things out! Stop being a jerk!" She added grumbling.

"Come!" I ordered Renee.

I don't want to be mean to her but she steps on my nerves by surprising me like this!
Her face turned from sarcastic to  sorrowful.
I didn't like that change eventhough I'm responsible for.

As I entered, I took my shoes off and jumped on the bed.
"So what you want?" I asked... I know it's too much talking to her like this specially when she looks so innocent gazing the room.

"Why you acting like this?" Renee asked with her hands on her hips.

"Like what?" I asked putting my hands behind my head.

"Jerk! I was helping Alex out! He was really sick!" She explained coming closer to the bed.

"And you didn't even call to ask if I'm doing well! You must've been really busy spoiling that perv!" I replied angrily.

"Yes you are right! I got busy but that's not how you think" she replied.

She is lying... I can tell!

"Renee! Go home I want to rest" I replied.

"I like you Okey? He used to be my boyfriend and my feelings towards him are complicated! But I don't want to stay-- I can't stay away from you!" She replied sitting on the corner of the bed and blushing.

I know she likes me, I do too eventhough it's hard to admit.

"I like you too but..." I stopped losing my words.

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Renee's POV:

He likes me too but... But what? A million thought in my head right now.

I regret admitting like that but I couldn't resist his look.

He stood up a bit and asked if I need a nap! A nap! That's all he could think of?

"I'm not able to think straight. I want to rest! Can we just nap and figure things out later? Come!" He said opening his arms asking me to join!

At this moment I got lost! I don't know what to do! I got back with Alex? Or I'm going to be with Sebastian? I keep walking into a maze!

I put everything behind and took my sneakers off and without a word entered his bed into his arms.

He held me tightly like if I'm going to run away!

"Sometimes all I want is to get rid of everything around me! And leave away to another place where no one there can recognize me or follow me" he told me with a tired tone.

I didn't know what to say or what to do.

"I get jealous of that Alex because he has the chance to live normally but he is wasting it on stupid shit" he added sighing.

"You can too! Why you gotta run after everything? Like your mom said?" I replied looking at his face.

"Not that easy! I gotta help Colton... I turned him! I'm responsible for him" Sebastian said.

"I understand but you can't control everything all the time " I replied.

We didn't say anything after it. We both fell asleep hugging tightly.

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After couple of hours I woke up with fingers in my hair gently brushing it.
I didn't want to wake up... I felt so calm!

"I'm going to sleep with you every night" Sebastian said while playing with my hair.

"Eh! What?" I replied with a mind still asleep.

"You peaceful when you sleep! I felt peaceful " Sebastian said hugging me.

But these moments can never last forever. My phone started ringing and I totally forgot about mom, I promised to cook dinner tonight with her.

"I gotta go Bash!" I said leaving his arms to wear my shoes.

"I want you to stay forever" he said touching my hand.

I didn't reply just carried the shoes and sat on the chair facing him.

The weird thing that I realized while wearing my shoes that his mom didn't wonder what we doing or why we quite!

As we got downstairs I noticed that his mom wasn't there, Sebastian said she is working so that's why we weren't disturbed.

I refused that he drives me home because I wanted to walk by myself.
On my way home I couldn't stop thinking of my situation and I couldn't find a solution to be honest it's too hard to think of any.

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After dinner I asked mom to sit and chat together. Her advices are always wise.

"Have you ever liked two guys at the same time?" I asked her opening the chocolate bar.

"Yes but there is always one you like more than the other" she replied. "Who are they?" She added questioning.

"Sebastian Adams and Alex" I answered checking texts on my phone.

"We are never getting rid of that Alex aren't we!" Mom said rolling her eyes.

"You don't know him like I do" I replied defending him.

Sebastian: <I will come to sleep with you tonight> 21:43
<You were serious!> 21:44
Sebastian: <YES keep the window open> 21:44

I didn't even reply... To tell the truth I loved it because it felt so great earlier yet it will make things more messed up.

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Author's Note:

Hey guys! Look who's back! I know it's been a long time ago since I posted anything... I got busy with life, graduation and finding a job!
I had many ideas but I couldn't transform them into words unfortunately!

I hope you like this new chapter and I will keep writing more!

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