My Vampire Or My Boyfriend

16

"You look so beautiful while sleeping " Alex woke me up by his nose touching mine playfully.

"Shut up! " I stated covering my face with my hand!

"Wake up and prepare breakfast for me! " he ordered me.

"Ain't your mamma boy! " I replied mocking.

"Do you remember Evangeline? " he asked.

That girl was his Ex and I hate her so much! She is a slut!

"What about her?" I wondered.

"She wants me back! " he replied.

I didn't think that I still care but why she can't stop running after him?

I'm not jealous! It's just I hate her.

"Can you stop talking and let me sleep! " I stated coldly and turn in to the othor side to not face him.

"Are you jealous? " he replied.

Never ask a girl if she is jealous. She will never admit that!

"No! " I stated.

"Baby! Wake up! I feel so alone" he pouted.

I turned to face him as a question came to my mind.

"Why do you love me? " I asked him.
I never asked him that!

"Because you are so funny and so honest and not plastic as all the girls.  I like the way you care for me or at least you used to! I miss you all the time and around you I feel comfortable and happy! " he replied.

"Do you still love me? "He asked taking the hair off my face.

I don't know!
Do I love him still? Do I love Sebastian? The vampire!

"I don't know anymore! " I replied making eye contact with him.

"What will makes you love me again? " he asked touching my face and turning to cough.

"That's up to you to know! " I stated.

"If I stopped asking for sex and stopped drinking, will you love me again? " he questioned.

I didn't say anything and kept looking into his eyes.

"It seems that you don't even care anymore. It's written in your eyes" he claimed.
His eyes turned gloomy and his face scowled.

"I'm sorry! I thought that you still care! " he added leaving to the bathroom.

I felt this unbidden stab in my heart.
I don't know why but it hurts to see him so sad like this.
He never been sad before! Or at least never showed... He always laughing and playing.

It's not true that I don't care anymore!
The way I'm feeling says that I do care still.

I stood up and went to the bathroom and knocked on the door.

"Alex! I'm sorry! " I called.

He went out and took a seat on his bed.

"It's okay if you like the new guy! As long as you are happy! " he claimed.

"I think that you should go home and take a rest... I'm sorry to bother you! " he added.

"I still care! Why do you think I came if I didn't care? Alex! All I wanted is you to be a grown up and to stop drinking and acting like an asshole" I replied standing between his feet.

His face stayed gloomy and I leaned and ruffled his hair. "Show me that gorgeous smile! I demanded.

He looked at me hiding a smile.
While I'm wondering why I'm being like this...

"Okay! I take back what I said. I'm leaving! " I claimed leaving his room.
The only thing I hate in relationships is when I feel that someone diminishes me.

"RENEE! " he called following me.

"Wait! Don't leave! " he stated.

"Are we back together? " he asked.

"Maybe! " I replied.

He gazed me for a moment and then leaned closer. His hands were by my shoulders and I was in the middle.

"Are you trying to kiss me? " I questioned raising an eyebrow.

"I love you! " he replied.

"I will prepare breakfast for us and then go back home since you look better. " I stated going downstairs and him following like a lost puppy.

I cooked crumbled eggs and toasts with peanut butter. Coffee for me and orange juice for him.

"Thanks! " he said looking at my eyes deeply.

"You're welcome " I replied ruffling his hair.

I heard my phone ringing on the counter and then I remembered that I didn't check my phone at all.
Shit! What if dad or mom called?

Damn!

I grabbed the phone and saw the caller ID, it's Sebastian!

I left the kitchen telling Alex that I'm going to make a call. I went upstairs to his room.

I didn't reply but when the call ended I found forty five calls, one from mom and two from Sofia and the rest were from Sebastian.

What's happening with him? Is he okay?

I called him back and he replied from the first ring.

"Are you okay? " he asked me with a worried tone.

"I'm fine! What about you? " I asked almost freaking out.

"I'm great. I was worried about you. Why you didn't answer my calls? I stayed up all night calling you. " he claimed.

"I didn't see my phone" I replied.

"How come? " he wondered.

"I stayed in Sofia's house! " I lied.

"I can figure out when you are lying. Just spill it" he stated.

Damn it!

"I'm in Alex's house. He got sick and his parents weren't here so I came to check on him." I replied ignoring the part that we kinda got back together.

"You've spent the night with him! " he exclaimed.

"I--" Beeeeep! Beeeeep!

He hang up on me!

No one does that!

Wait a second! He is jealous!
Yes! Now let's see what he is going to do about that!

But he hang up! Maybe he won't talk to me ever again!
Should I call him back?
No I will let him call me first.

I will count till twenty and if he didn't call me back, I will call him.

One, two, three, four, five...
Oh! Nah! I'm going to call him.

I called him again but his phone was off.
Fuck!

What should I do now?
Why I can't have them both?
Damn! What I'm thinking? I'm losing my mind!!

"Baby! What's taking you so long? " Alex shouted from the kitchen.