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21:20
Sebastian : < you owe me! >
Sebastian just texted me after we were almost caught.

But what he doesn't know is that he is the first guy enters my room.

Not Alex nor Sam could reach that.

21:22
< it's a tie since you didn't show up for dinner that night >
I reminded him of that day when he said that he will take me for dinner and I kept waiting for him and he didn't come. He also said that he will make it out for me but didn't.

But his apologize with chicken nuggets is way better than an apologize with flowers.

21:23
Sebastian : < I couldn't come because I had to feed that night >
I couldn't believe what I was reading.
He talks about being a vampire as a normal thing.
Or maybe he just trusts me and feels comfortable to say anything.

21:25
< oh! So? > I didn't find anything to say.

21:26
Sebastian : < I'm going to miss you in the weekend >
WTF! did he just said he will miss me?
OMG!

But he always say things like that and never ask me out or even be clear if we are friends or something more.

21:28
< why you would miss me? >
I questioned hoping of some answers. Clear answers.

21:29
Sebastian : < cz of your lips duh! >
I can't believe he said that.

I feel that I'm a bitch.

I turned off my phone and after few tears falling I slept feeling deeply hurt.

***

"Honey! Wake up! " Mom woke me up shaking me gently.

"What's wrong? It's the weekend! " I exclaimed.
It's fucking weekend the only time I can sleep till eleven in the morning! Come on!!

"Someone wants to see you! " mom explained.

"Who? " I asked feeling so confused.
Is it grandma? Who else can be?
I can't deal with her now, she always comment on my clothes or the way mom cooks. She loves her son but I'm his daughter and mom is his wife.

"Sebastian " mom replied leaving my room.

She left me there shocked and my popped out eyes.

Oh shit!
I ran to my bathroom, washed my face brushed my teeth and put my hair in a bun instead of a bird nest.

I went to the leaving room to see him there eating from my mother's delicious muffins and with a small bag by the front door.

"Hi! " I saluted him.

"I will let you to talk in private and I'm going to the grocery shop " mom stated leaving the house.

"What's wrong with you yesterday? You turned off your phone? " he asked immediately.

"No my battery was off" I lied.

"I was worried about you, I couldn't sleep all night! " he claimed hugging me.

"Why you are making a big deal of it? " I asked feeling so confused.
He was acting like something was going to happen to me.

"I thought that I hurt you when I sent that text" he explained.

Smart!

"No why you would! I mean, nothing in me might be interesting more than my lips right? " I exclaimed feeling angry and so underestimated.

"It's not like that! Look I came here to see you before I leave and you are doing this? " he asked like he doesn't fucking care.
I just told him that he hurt me.

"God's sake! Just leave! " I pushed him to the door.

"Are you being for real now? " he questioned.

"Goodbye! " I stated opening the door for him.

I don't need someone who underestimates me in my life.
Alex was a jerk but at least he never made me feel that I'm worthless.

But it's my fault anyway! I thought he is different and I rushed things.

I watched him taking his back and leaving with out a word.
He didn't even apologize.

Why in the hell tears were falling? I don't give a shit! Or I do care?

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Sebastian's POV :

She kicked me out of the house?
I didn't say anything wrong?
What's wrong with missing her lips?

I didn't get it! 
I will miss her giggles, jokes, her smile and everything about her. Is this what she wanted me to say!!

If course I miss her, all of her.

But I was already late to go back and clear this miss understanding.
Valeria was already waiting for me to leave.

Should I go back?

I turned and headed back to her house and knocked on the door.
when she didn't open, I unlocked it and entered since she was alone there.

She wiped the tears of her eyes as she saw me and her eyes were red and her nose was puffed up.

"I'm sorry! " I pulled her to my chest and hugged her. I couldn't bear to hurt her.

She must be feeling so pained since she was crying.

"What I meant is I'm going to miss all of you. The way you talks, your giggles and how much I feel comfortable by your side. " I claimed wiping her tears.

"I felt like a bitch being only liked for her lips! " she said downing her head.

"I really didn't mean to! Please forgive me! " I asked her apologizing for the hurt that I've caused.

"I forgive you" she stated putting her head back on my chest.

I feel hurt because she is feeling hurt! What I'm feeling now was something new.

I never cared about a girl's feelings.

I tried to compel her and I couldn't but she compelled me!

What I am doing is wrong!
I can't be with her like a boyfriend and girlfriend without turning her. George will kill me.

"I will miss you too! Call me. okay! " she stated kissing my cheek.

I headed to the door and opened it but before I could leave she gave me this bracelet and wrapped it around my wrist.
It's all made by cords and a small wooden fragment in the middle written on it Never lose hope.

"It's for good luck " she mumbled.

"Goodbye " I said pressing a small kiss on her lips.

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