𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇; all of us are dead

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Life. That's what people would think is special and that you should enjoy it. But M/N doesn't think it's that necessary, not anymore atleast

Almost a year ago, he had lost his wife for seven years and dating her for ten years, his wife died of a heart attack and it broke M/N leading him into a long depression

He was even more traumatized when he actually got to witness his dear lovely wife die and he did nothing, he was frozen when his wife had collapsed and he did help her but after he cradled her into his arms, she was long gone, the realization when he knew she died was heart crushing

Who was his wife you may ask? It was Min-Ji, Nam Min-Ji. His bestfriend since elementary, his part time smoke buddy, he loved her so much alright, he cherished her every single day, the two reminding each other of how they love each other so much, and now M/N is all alone

Now that Min-Ji was gone, a part of him left too, the reason why he smiles is gone, the person who made him feel loved and honered is gone, his other half was gone

M/N frowned deeply as he looked at Min-Ji and his wedding picture, even with the white gown and the white suit, the two still looked like gangsters who's mocking but slaying the white dress and suit

He sighed and looked at his wedding ring before slowly turning it, still frowning and his eyes were slightly red from crying thirty minutes ago, he sighed

"Min-Ji, what do I do now? I lost you.. And I still can't move on, you've been with me my whole life, and now that you're gone.. A part of me is gone too" He mutters to himself, now he lives alone, before Min-Ji died, they were actually talking and planning on having a child but, that plan went all to waste

Min-Ji herself didn't even know she would die and have a heart attack right there, and she had left M/N, a M/N that was desperate to bring her back, which would never happen, but she did write him a letter

'Dear M/N,

  Hi love! Since now that you must be reading this cause I told On-jo to give it to you when I.. Y'know die? And now that you're reading I'm dead sadly.. Love, I wish or wished to have a child with you before I die cause I never told you this but I have a heart disease that would give me heart attacks and have a high chance od dying, I probably also died of a heart attack now but if we didn't have a baby before then, it's fine. Love, I'm setting you free and you can love again, please move on from me and find a person who would love you to infinity just like me, always remember love that I will still cherish you till your death, once you die I'll be able to be with you again, hopefully we don't go to hell cause of my addiction to teasing kids and you with bullying people your age. I hope you find him in a somehow romantic way, but anyways, I just wanted to say that, I don't regret having you as my bestfriend, lover, and husband. I love you.

Your dead wife,
Nam Min-Ji.'

That was the letter On-jo gave to M/N after the female's death, she didn't read it and nobody did, nobody knew what Min-Ji wrote to M/N, only M/N and her know what it was and it made M/N tear up more recalling the letter as he looked to his side to see the letter, her handwriting was shit but he could still see it

He looker down back again at his lap and his hands were cold due to the cold winter day, he shivered as he stood up and looked outside, it was winter season, snowflakes going down till it falls to the ground, it's like how some people get taken down by one simple thing and never go back up

He sighed and for the first time in almost a year, he left his room, he forgot how his living room and dining room looked like but it reminded him of how alone he is so it got worse

He went outside and to his front yard in which he saw a tall male probably six foot tall, he was wearing winter clothes while M/N was in his normal baggy clothes, he went to school with him

Lee Su-Hyeok, thirty years old residing in the same town as M/N, he dated his sister for a few months before breaking up with her after knowing his sexuality, M/N was bisexual and so was him as he turned his head there the two locked eye contact

"M/N, wow long time no see, first time going out after being locked in your room eh?" He asked as he walked to M/N's front yard and the male let him in

"No reason, I haven't seen my first floor in almost a year I forgot how it looked like" He says making Su-Hyeok smile and laugh making M/N confused, he was not amused

"I'm pretty sure your social has a lot of messages and notifications, your sister non stopped called you that she even went to my house asking me to break your house down just so that she could know you're okay" Su-Hyeok explained and after almost a year of knowing only to cry he finally laughed actually laughed

"Yeah yeah, I also hid my phone after that, looking at our photos together there would make me go into that stupid almost one year of being sad again" He smirks while laughing a bit making Su-Hyeok smile dreamily at him

"You're laughing now, I like it when you laugh, it sounds fresh after crying right?" Su-Hyeok says making M/N agree with him, he hasn't smiled nor laughed in months and it started to feel like that only expression he knows is to frown

"Wanna go inside? It's getting pretty cold and I'm only in my baggy clothes" M/N suggest and surely Su-Hyeok couldn't deny that, it's been a while since M/N had company and he wanted to be the first one to company me after Min-Ji's death

The two went inside the house and they both made their way to the living room, M/N sat down on the sofa following with Su-Hyeok who looked surprised to see his house

"You haven't cleaned in months" He says agaped making M/N give him a look like he was stupid, don't worry he is. Sometimes he'd even ask, why did his sister like him again?

"Are you kidding me? You just said that I haven't went out of my room for months and you really expect me to clean the house. Are you dumb?" He says back to frowning not amused again, he was getting irritated a bit making Su-Hyeok smile akwardly

"Haha... Sorry, forgot"

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The two now have been talking for hours, and now it's night time, with Su-Hyeok making M/N dinner cause it's been a while since she last cooked for himself and for Min-Ji

"So, how are you feeling now? Are you feeling down still? We can talk any time you want, I'm always here with you" Su-Hyeok smiles as he handed M/N his dinner, fried chicken, one of M/N's favorite (to all who don't like fried chicken and if you're vegan, please forgive me)

"Thanks, I'm feeling fine now but I do would appreciate it if you stay by my side now, it's been a while since I had company" M/N replies munching on the chicken making Su-Hyeok smile

"You're welcome, I'm sure you do feel lonely after being in your room for months, so I'll stay with you" Su-Hyeok replies making M/N smile at him aswell

"Thanks, again."