A Life In a World Of My Own Novels

A Life In a World of My Own Novels - The end and beginning

Silence...I only hear the sound of my clock and nothing more. This is perfect for me, I should finish this novel and release it

"Yumi?"

Would the readers love it? When should I stop writing? I'm tired, I don't know what to do, only writing satisfies me. Do my readers notice me?

"YUMI!"

A loud yell from the voice of my mom snapped me out of my thoughts. I look back at my mother standing with a worried look on her face. I smiled at her like nothing happened, Because I didn't want her to get worried too much about me

"Oh hi Mom, do you need something?"

My mom walked towards me and gave me a big hug. She spokes with a very heartwarming tone of voice

"Yumi this is enough... I know you've been suffering since the day your father died but please stop pretending"

Before I knew it my tears suddenly dropped down to my cheeks. I did not hesitate to hug her tightly

"I'm so sorry for making you worried about me, Mom... I just can't accept it, I miss Dad so much, if I just agree to go with him this will never happen, If I just didn't act like a brat-"

"No no no dear, it's not your fault it's no one's fault so don't blame it on yourself alright?"

My mom comforted me until the pain in my chest went out. Mom suggested I go outside so that my mind would feel at east

"Mom, I'm going now"

"Alright please take care and make sure not to get in trouble okay?"

"Ok mom, Tell Ken I'll be buying him ice cream"

I smiled at my mom before leaving the house and that's the last time I saw her...

I went to my favorite place where my father used to take me which is the park. I noticed a new building was being built and a lot of kids were playing around the area I just walked past them and enjoyed the beautiful scenery

"The air smells nice like before... Father if you are still here I would be happy to enjoy this with you"

Two couples in student uniforms walk past me and I can hear them talk about the novels I wrote before that became quite popular

"Have you read Bloom into Her, I became the demon queen's slave, Orange and she's still pretty. The author of those novels wrote a new good GL story again"

The other student responded happily to the other

"Oh, do you mean the author called the GL queen? I did read a lot of her novels because its so good and I heard that the novel she was making right now is called "She's Still in My Heart" and was going to be released soon"

"Wait what??? Really???"

"Yeah!, She posted that she/he will make the novel have the same genres as the other fantasy novels she/he wrote before"

They keep walking until I can't hear their conversation anymore. I look around me and talk in my thoughts

(Do my readers know my real Identity?...why do I feel like something is missing from me?)

I held my chest tightly and suddenly I heard a loud cracking sound. I looked behind my back and saw the building that was being built was slowly shaking and a girl under it was crying loudly, she was saying help over and over again. I quickly ran towards the girl to save her but for a short moment, I realized that if I saved her the bridge might fall and it would end my life...