BOTTOM - MCCAFFERTY
" can you break my legs tonight,
can you help me take away the pain."- - - Y/N
I took a deep breath as I lifted myself off of my bathroom floor. The tile felt cool and smooth beneath my finger tips and thighs. My fingers roamed the tile and came to a pile of metal cans. They were just as cold as the tile. As I began to gain awareness I felt that my face had a layer of dirt on it. My hands immediately went to my face and glided over all of my sticky dried sweat and snot. I felt like a mess.
I brought myself to my feet and washed my hands under cold water. I bent down and felt for the empty beer cans on the ground. One at a time I counted the cold metallic cylinders. 14. I had drunken 14 cans of beer after the incident last night. The memories of me wallowing and pitifully sobbing came to mind.
"I'm pathetic." I whispered to myself. Throwing away the cans and walking slowly to my kitchen I continued to think about the dreadful things that occurred just a few hours earlier.
Getting a plastic cup out of the cabinet to the left of my fridge, I filled it with water. I brought the cup to my dried lips and messily chugged the satisfying liquid. Water dripped down my neck and under my loose satin top.
*knock knock*
"Y/n? It's Anna, I'm here with your groceries." The sweet and timid voice of Anna spoke. Anna was always the sweetest person in my life. She would never say anything against anyone and was completely innocent and oblivious to all things filthy in the world.
"Good morning Anna." My voice was rough and scratchy. It reminded me of Touya.
"It's the afternoon Y/n!" Anna said cheerfully. "Are you alright?" I heard her close the door. The rustling of plastic bags filled the kitchen.
- - - Touya
"I'm fine." She spoke to this annoyingly cheerful girl. Y/n was obviously not fine, her face was dirty and she had snot stains all over it. Her clothes were also dirty and filled with stains. Her hair was the worst, it was just a matted mess. I chuckled to myself as she tried to act normal.
"I did that.."
"Y/n, you are filthy! What happened?"
"Just a rough night is all.." She shifted uncomfortably.
"Let me help you get cleaned up!"
The girl,Anna, guided Y/n to a hallway. They were out of my line of vision from my hiding spot. I suppose they would go to the bathroom, so I found myself at the small window that was in the bathroom.
Both girls entered the room and Anna immediately gasped. The sink was full of used cigarettes and the floor had many puddles of vomit.
"Y/n you said that you quit!" Her annoying voice shouted.
"I'm sorry , I will, I promise." That wasn't convincing at all. Y/n felt the counter with her hands and lifted herself onto the counter top. Anna shuffled past her and started running the bath water. She then grabbed a towel and handed it to Y/n. Y/n wet the towel and handed it back. Anna began to clean up the vomit as Y/n sneaked her hand into the cigarette filled sink and lifted one that still seemed a bit fresh to her lips.
They looked like they did this a million times. How many times had Y/n done this?
Anna snatched the cig out of Y/n's mouth as she got up. "Get in the bath and wash yourself while I clean up the kitchen."
Y/n nodded her head and slowly made her way to the bath. Anna picked up the rest of the cigarettes and shut the door gently.
Y/n sighed and brought a fresh cig out of her shorts pocket. She grabbed a lighter out of a drawer and lit it. She then started to slowly take off her clothes. I intensely watched as she stripped. My eyes never left her beautiful form.
Once she sat herself in the bath I knew that I had to be in there.
- - - Y/n
I heard a slight creak come from the wall across from the sink. My body slightly turned. I sensed a presence slowly make its way into the room. The smell of smoke and cheap cologne filled my nose.
"Touya?" I whispered.
"The one and only darling."
I felt him move closer to the bath. I heard the rustling of clothes.
"Mind if I join you?" He asked as he already stepped in the water. I nodded slowly as I scooted my bare body to the edge of the bath. My wet arms wrapped themselves across my chest. As Touya's body made its way into the bath, I felt small waves of water hitting my skin. It was silent, however, it was comfortable.
"Y/n. What's your full name?" Touya's scratchy voice spoke to me. Saying my full name quietly the water started to settle. I pulled my knees close to my chest, making the water ripple yet again.
Taking out the cigarette in my mouth I blew out the smoke.
"Touya. Would you like one?" My voice echoed through the silent bathroom.
"Sure."
I slowly lifted my self onto my knees. My hands felt the sides of the tub and then onto Touya's arms. I felt up to his shoulders, my left hand feeling up his burnt shoulder. I was careful to not disturb the many piercings on his shoulder. My left hand continued up his body and my fingers gently glided over his mouth. My right hand went to my face. I took the cig out of my mouth and gently parted Touya's lips with my left hand. I placed the cigarette in his mouth and began to make my way back to my spot.
I reached over the edge of the tub finding my discarded shorts. Shuffling my fingers through the clothing, I found a fresh cigarette for myself. Bringing it up to my mouth I continued to search for a lighter.
"Y/n. Come here." His command was so soft. My task of finding a lighter completely left my mind as I brought myself as close as I could to Touya. Sitting on my calf's I waited patiently for his next command.
I felt his hand be lifted out of the water. It went in front of my face and I felt a warmth emit from the hand in front of me. It got closer until it stopped in front of my mouth.
He lit my cigarette with his hand?
"You're welcome darling."
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