pretty boy / rinney

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TW: mention of rape
Robins face dropped. "Did he actually.." he leaned in in a whisper "rape you?" he whispered. He leaned back out to see tears rolling down my eyes. Not a lot. Like three. But I nodded my head yes.

"Oh hermoso I'm so sorry" he got up and pulled me into a hug.
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He later asked if I wanted to sleepover. I didn't know the answer. I did. but I didn't. I hated him but he was also my friend.

I lead him on to much.

"I uh should get going.. Sorry"
"No no you're okay!" He said. I think he understood the awkward tone i had.

"Bye Robin. Goodnight"
"Goodnight chico guapo!" He said from afar on his poarch. That's the second time he's called me that..

What does that mean?! That's like the second time he's called me that..
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A week went by and me and Robin haven't really spoken. I mean, in literacy Mrs Campbell makes us partners since we sit next to each other, but everyone does that.

Honestly I miss him. Well I did until lunch came around.

I was sitting at my table with Gwen as she just left drama. It was her first year in Highschool and my second. She took a fry of mine and ate it.

Robin came up to the table. "So who's this fine woman, chico guapo" He said. Gross.

"She's my-"
"It's Gwen" she said cutting me off.

I slouched back in my chair. I was fine with her cutting me off but the word fine really messed with me. I guess I was just being overprotective. It's just one year of distance.

"Oooh okay" he said looking at me. I gave him a dirty look. I think I gave him the wrong idea though cause he gave me a dirty look right back.

"Well what I was saying was-" I tried to finish the story I was speaking of before Robin came around but he cut me off once again. "So you two a thing?" Robin asked as if he didn't see the resemblance.

Why was he being such a bitch? I didn't want to say anything in fear of being cut off once again but Gwen was just laughing.

I kept to myself but I just wanted to get away from everyone. My sensitive ass couldn't deal with the thought of no one caring about me or my thoughts. Especially the only two people who know me.

"Im going to the bathroom" I say slamming my tray on the table slightly to make sure they were listening.

"No! Finney!" I heard Gwen's voice. "Why is he mad you two aren't dating yet?" Robin said to Gwen. "We're siblings ass hole!"

The last words I heard before I was in the bathroom. I knew Robin would trail behind me soon so I didn't budge to go in a stall.

"Yo Finney?! Whats up with you?" He said as if I'm the one acting weird. "You we're flirting with my sister because you thought I liked her? You're a dick!"

"Oh so I'm the dick? You haven't spoke to me since Saturday!"

"No, Wednesday we were partners!"

"Yea because we had to and all you said was copy your answers"

I felt bad for ignoring him. I didn't know why I ignored him. But he also didn't say anything after getting the reaction that told him I didn't know what to say.

I just wanted to punch him. I looked down at his fist balled up. It looked like he was resisting punching me?-

It was exactly what he was doing.
But he failed at it.