So,um, I've had this massive crush on this girl...since i first met her in 7th grade. She doesn't know i feel this way about her because i HIGHLY doubt she feels the same way about me and i don't wanna get all sad about it, so i haven't told her. A friend (who happens to be close with her) says she 99% feels the same because she talks about how she doesn't like this person and that person but says i'm cool and is rather cheerful about it. Telling her how i feel now would be pointless since school is ending and i get shy and nervous and become awkward around her because i'm at a loss of words. I guess she'll be the one who got away and i'll be regretting not telling her till the day i die.
