Vihan
entry- 15 December 2021
Here she sits on my favourite armchair having her lunch, in a royal blue silk saree which is complimenting her skin. Hair slightly wet and my mind is getting u̶n̶h̶o̶l̶y̶ weird thoughts about her.
It's almost 11:30pm, my wife just cleaned the whole room and is now throwing a tantrum and stating that this room doesn't belong to me anymore.
entry- 14 Jan 2022 (today)
It's been a month since our wedding.
And till now the number of words we have spoken to each other remains less than a thousand words.
"Two weeks in Cambridge and you are already missing your wife." my colleague Akshay teases me and I glare at him in return.
"I am missing my whole family and what's wrong in missing them?" I corrected him by taking a sip of my freshly brewed coffee.
"Well lover boy, if you miss your family then talk to them, how are you going to live here for 1 more month if you have started missing them in just two weeks?" He questions enhancing on the word family.
"Yeah, sure, alright whatever." I blurted and was going to take a sip of coffee until I noticed someone outside the cafe from the huge glass windows, someone I never wished to see again.
Someone who mercilessly took everything from me and never looked back. She was standing close to a man, who was carrying a toddler in his arms. A boy.
Have I not move past her?
I decided to not think of her ever again. I hated her, loathed her. After all she is the reason you lost everything, you lost her.
That woman was walking towards the cafe with the man who was earlier standing next to her. As she was moving she caressed her stomach. The baby bump. It was evident when she moved. It became clearer and clearer as she cascaded towards me.
I have stopped loving you a long ago, Vihan, I loved you. Loved in the past but now it feels like i don't even know you. You just keep blaming me as it was all my fault. I am sorry but I have outgrown from our relationship . I have moved on, I hope you do too.I am sorry for your loss.I can't do this anymore. I want to live my life to the fullest, I can't enjoy it when I am with you because you keep on reminding me about her.
Our last conversation flashed before me. I started feeling claustrophobic as if earth would open and will swallow me, as if suddenly the room started shrinking, as if the glass started cracking .
"I can't do this, i can't do this Vihan" was all I was able to hear.
I needed to get out of this cafe and so I did.
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