Alyssa Devine is a 29 year old British music obsessive working in cooperate London. All she wants is a job working with musicians on tour- little does she know that one tour will change her life forever...
It's been a rollercoaster of a month- I think I've felt every emotion possible in the past few weeks. I'm now halfway through my six month of pregnancy and shit is getting real in every possible way! Dom has had a break for the past few weeks which I was so relieved about except for a couple of studio visits because there's no keeping him away from it! He's been incredible with my crazy mood swings and going out at 3am for the most random food that I'm craving! Some days I'm totally normal and I go to work and go about my day and it's all good.
Then there's days like today- I'm due to go for my 6 month check up later on. It's a day off for me from work so there's not a whole lot to do. I wake up at 7am when Dom gets up- he's heading to the studio today before the appointment for one last session before the UK tour. I sit in bed drinking the decaf coffee hes made me watching him get ready. I don't know what it is but I don't feel good- I feel weirdly needy and like I wanna go to the studio with him but I know I can't- I never want to disturb him there!
I watch him come out of the shower and get ready. He looks so good he puts on a pair of black cropped slacks and a red Cramps t-shirt.
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He notices I'm quiet and sits on the bed putting his hand through my hair "you ok mumma"? I shrug "I'm just not feeling so good". He takes my coffee and puts it on the bedside table. He brings me into his chest and I put my head on his shoulder trying to fight back tears as he rubs my back. He pulls away from me so that i'm looking at him "I'm gonna be back in a few hours ok beautiful?" He kisses my cheek "then we're gonna go see our lil girl" He kisses my forehead "and then I have a surprise for you"......
I raise my eyebrow "Oh yea". He smiles "yea im gonna bring you away before tour starts and we're stuck on a bus again...." He laughs when he sees my puzzled expression "don't worry babe I know you can't fly- were gonna go stay in the Ritz, I got us a suite, were gonna go for massages....." Holy shit- "Dom oh my god" I groan happily. He smiles and plants one more kiss on my lips, running both of his hands through my hair "so you relax for a bit, yeah sweetheart? Then go pack and i'll come get you for the appointment and then we'll go" I smile melting "Ok Domino, I love you". He stands up putting his hand on my cheek "love you too baby".
I sit in bed finishing my coffee in a way better mood. Afterwards I try to go back to sleep but I'm fully awake now. So is Lilly apparently as I feel her moving around. I sit and talk to her for a little while and then I get up- I may as well pack! I go to the wardrobe and pull out my louis case, slightly struggling against my bump. I pack some clothes for the night and even some sexy- ish maternity lingerie. I got myself a new bikini too to fit my "new boobs", it was the same one as I owned before- black with little skulls and roses all over it just bigger. I hadn't put it on since I bought it so I decide to try it on before I go. It fits perfectly but I haven't looked in a full length mirror in a long time.
